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Thursday, July 26, 2007
26 July 2007 Thursday2033 Hey, it’s almost the weekend!! So tired! Nowadays, for no reason, Im always awake before my mum wakes up and I just cant sleep back! Ahh!! Then if not is I dream of something. Ahh… I so need my sleep. This week has been rather tiring la… Racial Harmony Day was fun!! But Lynette couldn’t participate, I was looking forward to seeing her in her kebaya! But she fell sick… Missed her sia… Then, these days also nothing much happened la, emotional though sometimes I get sad and tired, I think my sunshine days are at the higher concentration. Lolz. Been happy! But who knows how long it’ll last! Went to eat cup noodle with Dolly. Or rather is I watch her eat la since I ate my lunch le. Then we talked about everything la. She’s really nice to talk to sia. Found out we’re quite similar in some sense la. Maybe its ‘cause we’re both under the aquarius sign and we’re only different of one year and a day! Lolz. If only my sis was that nice. Lolz. Not complaining la. Since my sis has her good points, at times la. Haiz… Saturday cant help in the CIP thing. I really wanted to help la. I really do lor. But, my parents… haiz. Don’t wanna talk about them. Sometimes they just don’t understand that besides studies, there’re so many more important and meaningful things that I wanna do la. Like when I told my mum that after Os, I’m going to volunteer at this charity centre. Then my mum was like huh… you know that you’re not going to get paid? Why waste your time there. Then I was like… WHAT?? I know that la but I just want to help the unfortunate people, no strings attached, just from the bottom of my heart, shouldn’t everyone? We should give back to society de mah. Am I wrong? Sometimes don’t understand my parents. Then, yesterday, Joyce and me talked for about half an hour… About all our problems and all la. It’s been quite long since we’ve done that and… from that, I understand her better le. Know that she supports me in whatever I do no matter if she disapproves or not. Thanks Joyce. Really appreciate that you gave me your blessings! K la, stop here for today. Long one hor today! Didn’t break my promise!!! Lolz. [Tired, mentally and physically…]
her sweet memory was written @ 9:08 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
23 July 2007
Monday1802
Hey… Today I cant write a long one… Sorry! Just a short one, other time then “bu hui qu” la… Hehe… Today, actually was quite high de la, god knows why la… Then this someone told me something la… Then my mood from there sian already… Lolz. So, I’ve something to say to that someone la: ”Thanks for being so honest with me… Really appreciate it… I understand why you told me also la… But, if you ever decided that you still like her, let me know k, so I know when to let you go…” Yeah. So, that’s done! Tomorrow we’re celebrating Racial Harmony Day! Yeah! Totally cant wait la! Cant wait to be high again, Cant wait to wear my costume which Melissa lent me(Thanks!). My clique said that I look cute and feminine in it so, I said that I’ll be real gentle tomorrow, just for tomorrow. But if some bastard come and kajiao me, you cant blame me!!! [Sian, kinda sad ba…]
her sweet memory was written @ 6:15 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
18 July 2007
Wednesday1835
Hey… Things have of course been hectic. But Im slowly slacking le… Prelims timetable was given out today and I didn’t even feel a sense of urgency… I know I know… But, with like everybody slacking, how you want me to concentrate le. And besides, many things have happened in this one week lor… So not my fault that im slacking! (self assuring. Hehe) Been rather tired… And confused, especially since Tuesday… Damn. I couldn’t even remember what day and date was today. I seem to be going in a routine. Sick. I don’t even feel like touching my books le…Not even Chemistry! Now you know how serious it is le… Chem lei. My favourite subject! But maybe its due to the fact that I don’t even understand a word Sundrum was talking about Alkanes and Alkenes! She talk as if we're so damn smart and that we've already done the chapter before lor. Siao ah!! Die! Then physics I also don’t understand! Ahhh!!! Mrs Ng!!! Come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! K la, will stop here le… Just a short one today, promise a long one next time!!! [tired… Confused…]
her sweet memory was written @ 6:48 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
11 July 2007
Wednesday2126
Hey… It’s been really hectic… These days my mood has been like a roller coaster… Stressed about everything… From my godbrother to studies, to being there for my friends, everything… Haiz… Cried today… Tahan very long le… Eversince Monday ba… Finally let it out today, but for awhile only la… Think I didn’t do well for my Chinese… Was too nervous and I just couldn’t find the right words. At least I got something to look forward to… After Monday, I don’t have to attend Chinese class anymore. ‘Cause I got an A for mid year. Thank god. Everyday, im so tired and yet, everynight, I dreamt of some dumb thing. Whenever I hear my friends talking about going out to catch the Harry Potter movie or going for the concert or just plain shopping and playing computer games or whatever, I just feel so envious… Things at home have been really crazy… My dad doesn’t let me watch television… I pled and got to watch one hour daily. Then, Monday I wanted to watch Campus Superstar and he gave me the black face for the whole time I was watching. It’s like give me a break lor… I’ve been studying in school for like about 7 hours? Then when I come back if I just watch one hour of television, I can put in about 4 hours? So it’s like for the hours that im awake, which is about 16 hours, I spent 11 hours studying. My god. The rest of the time is just used for washing up, etc la. Stressed out… [Tired, reached my limit...]
her sweet memory was written @ 5:44 PM
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
4 July 2007
Wednesday 1820
Hey! Whoa! It’s already July! Time really flies! And it was only today that I found out the A Maths Paper, which is the 1st paper for O levels, is just 11 weeks away! AHH! Then, last night, I actually spent about 2 hours+ doing E maths! I just cant get how to do probability! It’s so much like Permutation and Combination! My tuition teacher once said, in this topic, it’s either you know how to do or not. So, it seems that I just get in. I mean, really la… who really cares about probability?? Or maybe it’s just that I just don’t get it then I say it’s not important. Same for Physics. Is it going to help us in our tertiary education? I mean if we take something unrelated to Physics. Is like the MOE is torturing us!!! Help! These days been feeling rather stressed, especially today. This morning in the car my dad was asking me how was school and if I had enough money to spend. Then, I just sat there, complaining about the stupid Wednesday schedule I have today which is double science, double maths and double humanities! What is this lor! Then, as usually, Mrs Yong will let us out late then for my group for S.S, we have to be there at 1.50 lor! Today, Mrs Yong released us at about 1.43p.m. so it’s like even if we’re hungry, we cant grab a bite or something ‘cause if we’re late, Shafee wont let us into his class anymore. Then, the Shafee came at… … Oh, so early, 2p.m. Wow. I could have ate something la! Ass! Then, I heard that teachers are expected to “adopt” students! So it’s like wonder who my adoptive Mum/Dad is. Hope it’s not Chek, Farid or Shafee!! That’d total hell! These days, things havent felt right… Dolly hasn’t been happy, my godbrother too… Though there are still couples around, somehow, it just doesn’t feel right… Or maybe it’s just that the weather’s too hot? Who knows…! But, I seriously hoping for snow to come though it’s simply impossible, but one can always hope… (Besides, if it does snow here, it means, the world’s coming to an end, No More Studying!!!!!)
her sweet memory was written @ 7:02 PM
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