Layout: Thursday, July 12, 2007
Wednesday2126
Hey… It’s been really hectic… These days my mood has been like a roller coaster… Stressed about everything… From my godbrother to studies, to being there for my friends, everything… Haiz… Cried today… Tahan very long le… Eversince Monday ba… Finally let it out today, but for awhile only la… Think I didn’t do well for my Chinese… Was too nervous and I just couldn’t find the right words. At least I got something to look forward to… After Monday, I don’t have to attend Chinese class anymore. ‘Cause I got an A for mid year. Thank god. Everyday, im so tired and yet, everynight, I dreamt of some dumb thing. Whenever I hear my friends talking about going out to catch the Harry Potter movie or going for the concert or just plain shopping and playing computer games or whatever, I just feel so envious… Things at home have been really crazy… My dad doesn’t let me watch television… I pled and got to watch one hour daily. Then, Monday I wanted to watch Campus Superstar and he gave me the black face for the whole time I was watching. It’s like give me a break lor… I’ve been studying in school for like about 7 hours? Then when I come back if I just watch one hour of television, I can put in about 4 hours? So it’s like for the hours that im awake, which is about 16 hours, I spent 11 hours studying. My god. The rest of the time is just used for washing up, etc la. Stressed out… [Tired, reached my limit...]
her sweet memory was written @ 5:44 PM