26 July 2007

Thursday2033

Hey, it’s almost the weekend!! So tired! Nowadays, for no reason, Im always awake before my mum wakes up and I just cant sleep back! Ahh!! Then if not is I dream of something. Ahh… I so need my sleep. This week has been rather tiring la… Racial Harmony Day was fun!! But Lynette couldn’t participate, I was looking forward to seeing her in her kebaya! But she fell sick… Missed her sia… Then, these days also nothing much happened la, emotional though sometimes I get sad and tired, I think my sunshine days are at the higher concentration. Lolz. Been happy! But who knows how long it’ll last! Went to eat cup noodle with Dolly. Or rather is I watch her eat la since I ate my lunch le. Then we talked about everything la. She’s really nice to talk to sia. Found out we’re quite similar in some sense la. Maybe its ‘cause we’re both under the aquarius sign and we’re only different of one year and a day! Lolz. If only my sis was that nice. Lolz. Not complaining la. Since my sis has her good points, at times la. Haiz… Saturday cant help in the CIP thing. I really wanted to help la. I really do lor. But, my parents… haiz. Don’t wanna talk about them. Sometimes they just don’t understand that besides studies, there’re so many more important and meaningful things that I wanna do la. Like when I told my mum that after Os, I’m going to volunteer at this charity centre. Then my mum was like huh… you know that you’re not going to get paid? Why waste your time there. Then I was like… WHAT?? I know that la but I just want to help the unfortunate people, no strings attached, just from the bottom of my heart, shouldn’t everyone? We should give back to society de mah. Am I wrong? Sometimes don’t understand my parents. Then, yesterday, Joyce and me talked for about half an hour… About all our problems and all la. It’s been quite long since we’ve done that and… from that, I understand her better le. Know that she supports me in whatever I do no matter if she disapproves or not. Thanks Joyce. Really appreciate that you gave me your blessings! K la, stop here for today. Long one hor today! Didn’t break my promise!!! Lolz. [Tired, mentally and physically…]