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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
29 August 2007
Wednesday 1340
Finally, the worst is over. Humanities is over! Im so glad… Im pretty sure im going to flunk them but at least, im more prepared for my Os… Geo was a killer. S.S was okay, if only I had more time and not be distracted… Had fun yesterday! Dolly came and it was raining really heavily and Kat sprayed water on me and Dolly sprayed water and Fion and she chased Dolly around. Lolz… It was really fun and cold. Yesterday was stressful yet totally fun! Then after school walked in the rain, ben dan somemore say kinda romantic. I was like: NO! Feeling so cold la! Lolz… yeah, I know… so not romantic of me. But… I was really cold la!!! Next week’s Sept holidays le! Im just left with E and A Maths paper 2, combine Science, Bio and Chinese. I can do it!!! Today’s A maths was okay la… Can pass… Lolz… Combine Science I can only hope that I have the courage to do my 5 year series ba… K la… Will stop here for today, maybe update again tomorrow? Bye!!! [Missing my ben dan… Tired…]
her sweet memory was written @ 4:38 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
26 August 2007
Sunday2027
Hey… Been really studying hard these few days, even going to sleep at 11+ on Friday night… Found that I really couldn’t cover all the 12 chapters for S.S… Decided to not study one of them. The rest, I really tried to memorize le… Now, all Im left to memorize is just the 5 Sec 4 chapters… Hope I can really memorize them all tomorrow… Should have started studying earlier!!!!!! Worried for A maths too… Haiz… I know… I should have planned ahead… But you know me de mah… Live for the moment. So at that time, who really cares about the future… Until now then I regret… Hehe… But what’s done is done le la… So, from this moment onwards, I MUST work hard!!!! I must start studying for Os already!! No more slacking, no more daydreaming and no more not touching my Physics textbook!!! Jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!! Will start tomorrow… Hehe… tonight got Shanghai Knight lei… Besides, let me rest!!!! Ya, I know… Excuses are a part of me!!!! Lolz… [Worried for my prelims and my bill!!!!!!]
her sweet memory was written @ 10:23 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
24 August 2007
Friday1813
Another rainy morning… Gloomy day again… Woke up at 9 something and after eating my breakfast, started on A maths. I only managed to do 2 chapters and planned which 2 chapters to do for Geography. Im so dead! I havent started to memorize S.S which has about 11 chapters! Dead. But today, I really tried to complete whatever I could. Until I felt so tried and even a lollipop wouldn’t work on me. Felt like sleeping. I’ll start studying later at 8, hopefully to clear about 2-3 chapters of S.S… I’ve got a full day of tuition and 2 hours on Sunday. Hopefully I can pass my humanities!!!! Today didn’t really sms-ed my ben dan… He didn’t want my bill to “bao” even worse la… Haiz… Miss him. Then, this morning, he was working while I was studying and I was thinking as I looked outside, breathing in the rain scented wind. Rainy days always make people so vulnerable and emotional… Don’t why I thought that way la… Just did then I started to worry for him le. ‘Cause he told me that his workplace got this girl stick damn close to him de then ask him to take picture with her so that she can show off to her friends that he’s her boyfriend. When he told me that, Felt like killing the girl sia… LOL. Not literally la… But you know what I mean la… Then he also damn funny la… That time he said that the exam that he care most was the prelims and yet now, prelims start on Monday and I doubt he has started his revision, besides for Physics la… Hopefully he knows what he’s doing ba… Worried for him sia… Oh ya, yesterday we were at my block downstairs and he was talking to his mum la. He put on speaker then his mum, really funny la!!!!! Wished my mum was like that… They behaved like friends la… Lucky! k la, this will be my last entry until next Friday le, must really use my time wisely le now that I realize how little time I have left to cover all my 7 subjects for Os… Os are just about 50+ days away if im not wrong. And, I havent even finished revising any subjects!!!!! Bye guys!!! [Missing him… Worried for my prelims…]
her sweet memory was written @ 9:35 PM
23 August 2007
Thursday2229
Im free tomorrow!! Plan to study the whole day tomorrow! Prelims are next week le and yet I havent started on anything except E and A Maths and alittle S.S… Im so dead! Don’t know if I can tahan tomorrow sia… Lucky my ben dan gave me lolli-pop! He like practically memorize my blog entry la! Lolz… Kinda dumb la… But SO SWEET!!! Lolz… Nowadays feel like my world revolves around his… Like my ups and downs are all affected and related by him… Oh ya, by the way, thanks to all those friends that sms-ed or called me to ask if I was okay after my last entry! Really appreciate it! Im okay la, he assured me so, I guess Im okay le ba! Trust him!! By the way, today was so funny la! During recess, Kat and I was in the hall, Kat was playing the piano and me praising her through out. Lolz… Then, Roshane sms-ed that Melissa’s on the phone with Freewen (her boyfriend)! So we rushed over to Cabada Lounge then we kajiao her all the way. Lolz… She was kinda jealous when I kept calling Freewen Darling. LOL… She was like: He’s MY darling!!!!” LOL. So sweet la!!!!! Things haven been really sweet and all… Couples are around me and well, I do feel the love… LOL… Happy!!! ~Lalalala~ But, of course, on the other hand, my best friend( Xinrui) la, she cried on the phone yesterday when she called to ask me if I was okay after reading my entry… She was feeling quite frustrated with her fatty… He seems to be not a fan of PDA( Public display of affection) and he doesn’t even say the 3 words to her often!!!!! And, they’re already in their 3rd month! Then she feel that there’s no sense of security and she thinks that perhaps when he asked her to stead was because that everyone was like asking him to ask her to stead… So, she was thinking maybe he doesn’t really like her… BUT!! I don’t think so lor! I think that he’s just shy la! Besides, if he didn’t like her, would he buy the ring for her? Woke up early, wait for her at her block downstairs on the day of their 3rd month?!! That’s like so sweet!! So, I guess that he likes her? What do you guys think…? [Tired… Want to lie on my ben dan!!!!!]
her sweet memory was written @ 9:34 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
21 August 2007
Tuesday 1828
*stomach grumbling* Havent ate since morning… Damn hungry… Made me couldn’t concentrate on the E maths Mock Exam! Of course there were other distractions la… Today started out not bad la… Was quite high and all… Only when during Physics then feel tired le. Stupid Farid didn’t come for our lesson again. Sick la him. Everytime like that de. No wonder my Physics is so perfect. And no wonder I love Physics so much. Wa… Then, after physics, my mood jiu… not so good le… After school he was suppose to send me home de… But, something came up and so I went back on my own… Thought a lot… Especially the entries I saw on his handphone… It’s like… Maybe he asked to stead too early… I mean… I don’t think I can forget someone I really like in just less than 2-3 months la… Kinda impossible and I know how much he loved his ex… Then, you know me, thought a lot… He did comforted me la… But… Haiz… I don’t know la… Don’t really want to talk about it again… It’s like all this while, actually I did think that perhaps he still likes her la… Just that I kept it at the back of my heart ba… But now, everything’s flowing out le… And I cant control my mind from thinking… Cant control myself from feeling scared and worried… Cant control myself from wanting to cry… Didn’t knew that I like him that much le… From his entries, actually saw myself in him… Like how his ex could control his every mood and emotion… He can do that to me la… And its like then I knew that perhaps… we stead too early… Perhaps… he still likes her. (Yes, I know he said that he doesn’t but… I cant help but think this way ma!!!!!!) Maybe… it was just convenience for him to like me, so that he wont feel lonely, since I was already there liking him? I don’t know… I really don’t know… Im just really confused now… I gtg k… Bye… [Trying to concentrate on Bio but nothing seems to get in…]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:02 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
20 August 2007
Monday 1817
Finally saw Secret! It was not bad la… The twist was quite nice and the piano playing was perfect! Jay was really cute la! It’s like you can feel the sweetness of their love! Tai tian le!!!! Went to AMK hub to watch it so it meant that I didn’t use today to study… I know… I know… Promise that this show will be the last show I watch until after the Os!! Better buck up le… Wednesday’s Bio Practical and yet I’ve only started on the first few topics… Im so dead!!! Then, another 10 more days my bill’s coming le… I’ll be so dead… Today’s the 3rd month for Xinrui and her fatty and apparently, they went to take neoprints (favourite for her, turn off for him) and all… Lolz… three months le… It’s so fast… She would always worry that she and him would drift apart after graduation… I’d always tell her to relax and that there’s still 2 months. But now, Im kinda worried too… Three months can be quite short to some… But to me, when I havent been together with my ben dan for even a month, it’s very long le… And, I kinda appreciate him more… Lolz… Especially when he seems to be more and more concerned about me… Really brightens up my day… Three months… Hope we can last that long… [Missing him…]
her sweet memory was written @ 6:26 PM
19 August 2007
Sunday1630
Brr… Another raining day… Cold sia… Though my heart’s quite warm due to something my ben dan said… LOL… The dumbo got jealous again… Lolz… To me, I really love it when he gets jealous… Shows me that though we cant go out, cant sms much and all, he cares for me!!!! Ahhh!!! Happy sia! Then that time he got jealous I was that happy too! And he was saying how easily satisfied I was. Lolz… Totally!!!! Happy… ~Lalalalalalalala~ LOL. k la… enough of this. LOL. Cant help smiling!!!! Tomorrow I don’t have to go to school as Im not taking Pure Physics practical… So, I get a day off! Hopefully my sis doesn’t fall sick and we can go out to watch Secret! *Fingers Crossed* So, for those who have to (sadly) head back to school tomorrow and on Friday (For Chemistry), best of luck!!! Jia You le! For me, better start memorizing S.S and Geo le. If not wait until last minute memorize everything, brain can explode sia! Better buy tons of lollipops too. It really helps lei! Prevents me from talking to my mum and falling asleep! Lolz… By the way, today’s Chinese Valentine’s Day! So, HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!!! Though it’s raining, I cant help but wonder, maybe god wants to bring certain people together. Sharing an umbrella with a total stranger who could be your better half! That would be so sweet!! Rain really brings people together. it's always in such bad conditions do people’s good qualities shine, bringing warmth to our hearts! That’s the reason why I love the rain sia!!! Will stop here for today! Bye guys!! [Smiling to myself… looking outside at the raining scene…]
her sweet memory was written @ 3:02 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
17 August 2007
Friday1600
LOL… Today’s quite a good day!! Something that my ben dan said made my day. Lolz… Cant help smiling. So far, I thought that my ben dan was like Joseph. That, he like Joseph liked me because I like him and that he wouldn’t get jealous. LOL… But today, I was wrong! Yeah! Felt so good to feel that Im wrong. Lolz… Expressive eyes and his constant assurance really make me feel safe and security whenever Im with him… Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Feel so happy!!!!!!! Then, today Dolly came, shockingly, after so many days! Then don’t know what happen to her la, keep blushing lor she… Lolz… Somemore that time she told me that she never blush before. Today for CME, it was free period, as usual. Roshane, Lynette, Dolly, Kat and I sat together doing work. Then whenever we kajiao her or anything, she’ll blush!!! Lolz… Orh Dolly! Hui lian hong le wor…!! Lolz… These days though feel the pressure of having to work hard, been quite enjoying myself… Maybe this is what they say: Work hard and Play hard? Perhaps then… By the way, yesterday’s practical was okay, except for the Physics part! 15 August that night, I actually dreamt that I got 1/40 la! But the second part of the dream was the best… Lolz… k la, will stop here for today le… Bye!!! [hope my ben dan wont tire himself out… Missing him…]
her sweet memory was written @ 4:37 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
15 August 2007
Wednesday2038
Tired… These few days really feel so tired and sian sia! Today’s O level English oral and the topic is the weather or should I say about the environment. Oh ya, by the way, yesterday happened something so damn funny la! It’s the first time that happened to me so I find it very funny la. Yesterday, took the bus with Dolly to Hougang la… Then, we talked all the way or rather… I bullied her all the way la… Lol. Then, when we reached the bus interchange, we slowly made our way down (we were on the upper deck la…). Then, the bus uncle already start to close the door so I try to alert the uncle that we’re still in the bus. But the uncle like abit attitude la… Bochap us… Then, he drive until his parking lor there then open the door… LOL. Damn funny cum embarrassing la! First time sia! Then the uncle face damn black sia! Lolz… Today’s Ms Chua’s, ate pizza and all. Dolly was really greedy sia! She actually took 2 pieces and tried to eat them all at one time lor! Pig sia! Tomorrow’s my practical… Chem/Phy… Hope I do well sia… Will miss my lessons tomorrow la. But next Monday and Friday I don’t need to go to school! Muahahahahahahahaha! Happy sia! Especially when I have not completed my revision for Prelims. But, my mind keeps going back to me not being able to watch Secret! LOL. Everyone says it’s nice so… I DON’T WANT TO MISS IT!!!!!! Xinrui (my totally siao best friend) is really… Well, cant really find the right words la. But I think… “da shi ai ma shi teng” this chinese phrase is really created for her and her fatty sia! They both so stubborn la! He actually bought for her a couple ring la!!!! Then she also wants to buy something for him as their 3rd month anniversary’s coming up. Then just ‘cause he didn’t want her to waste money and he said one stupid phrase “Anyway you buy already I just take lor, what else can I do” (or something like that la) to her when she asked him what if she bought something that he didn’t like! Then they quarreled! Feel like killing them sia!! But, as she say, it’s “qing xu”. Yaya… Stubborn then say stubborn la. Do you know how much it costs to buy a couple ring from Couple Lab??? It’s so expansive lor! By the way, wan to tell my ben dan: today you mentioned that thing in the afternoon, I understand de, you have your own things to do too… Don’t think Im that free also k! Also need to start studying mah! It’s okay de la, just once in awhile pay me alittle bit more attention can le! Lolz… K la, I’ll stop here! Bye!!! [Tired, worried for tomorrow… missing my ben dan…]
her sweet memory was written @ 9:27 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
13 August 2007
Monday1639
I cant help but say: HEY!!! I got back my O level Chinese results le! I got B3. Not bad la, considering that I thought I・d get a C6. Lol. But, I・m going to retake. I want to get A1! If not my goal of achieving 12 points would be tough le! So, im sure I can get A1, or so some ben dan told me. LOL・ Today 4 people didn・t come so abit sian la・ Tomorrow・s O level English oral le!! But mine・s on Wednesday. Think・ wont be that difficult ba! By the way, my application to NYJC wasn・t successful la・ But, nevermind, I didn・t plan to go in anyway! Just checked my DPA results・ Didn・t get in・ Ahhh!!!! But, nevermind・ I guess・ Lolz・ what else can I say la・ Haiz・ k la・ Damn! That spoiled my day man!! Stop here for today・ Bye! [Missing my pervertic ben dan・]
her sweet memory was written @ 4:57 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
12 August 2007
Sunday1127
Morning!! I know… I know, my practical is starting this week and yet here I am, online and blogging. But! I so have absolutely no interest in Physics lei! I think most likely, the Physics practical is going to be something about electricity. And, I know nuts about it! I don’t even know how to connect la! That’s how bad I am!! We’re getting back our O level Chinese results and I know, I just know that I’m not going to do well. I totally screwed up for Paper 1 and the orals lor! After the oral right, I saw the China lady looking at me like as if I was dumb… Argh!! I plan to retake it anyway! Lolz. Must start to work hard le! O levels are just, counting this month, 2 months away! But, my mind always seems to drift off… These few days, eversince I met my friend at j8, we’ve been talking a lot on the phone and, she and her “fatty” has been going on so well, I cant help but feel so happy for her! Lol… I don’t know why I just don’t like her fatty la but she’s said before that she really likes him so I guess, if he’s the one who can make her smile and all, zhu fu ta men! For my love life, things have been going on pretty well as well! Think perhaps, I have found my special ahem le! Lolz… Let’s just hope he’ll last! LOL… K la, stop here for today! Bye!! [Smiling to myself. LOL]
her sweet memory was written @ 12:59 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
10 August 2007
Friday1043
Oheyo!!! Haiz… Today was suppose to watch Secret with my sis de… But, she’s sick… Argh!! Then asked my mum if can go out with my friends to watch… Then she say what prelims coming already and yet now I still want to go out? Abit contradicting la… Yesterday’s fireworks were really beautiful though I only saw it on television… I WANT TO WATCH SECRET!!!! It’s like, it’s just one movie… And they don’t even let me watch!! Eversince Shrek 3, I havent watch any movie!! And, after today, there’ll be no more holidays!!!! I’ll be studying till I die!!! Ahhh!! You know, I think the worst thing is when I hear my friends talk about the latest movie they watched and I havent watched any… I think that’s the worst coz, I mean we’re all taking the same exams but yet im struggling here… So not fair. I better get my desired score of 12, if not, I think… I wont live!!!! Lolz… K la, will stop here! [want to watch Secret!!!]
her sweet memory was written @ 11:25 AM
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
8 August 2007
Wednesday2010
Yawn… Tired sia… Yesterday Drama left school at about 7.30p.m.! The auntie was scolding us all the way sia! Then, this morning woke up at 5.30, reached school at 6.15… Tired sia… Last night somemore some stupid fellow never reply properly, ask me wait… Thought she ask me to wait as in she busy la… Stupid lor. Ended up I slept at 10.30 lor… To me, it’s late le hor… Then this morning was not bad la… After the celebrations, Roshane, Kat, Lynette, Dolly, Fionna and me went to J8 to study… We studied for about 3 hours? Then we cannot tahan, went arcade… Lolz… Dolly lihai with the drums sia!!! Made us wait SO long for her!!! LOL… Had fun la… But my throat hurts like shit sia… Then now like going to have flu le… Ahhh!!! IM SO TIRED!!!!!!! Because of some stupid fellow!!!! AHHHH!!! She somemore can laugh lor…!! Stupid…! So far… in all my relationships, I don’t let the other person know a lot of myself… But… this time, I don’t know why, im not holding back to anything… Hope I don’t get hurt… Fingers crossed!!! [Tired, flu has arrived… Sore throat…] ~Zhi yao ni kuai le jiu guo~
her sweet memory was written @ 10:04 PM
Monday, August 6, 2007
6 August 2007
Monday1835
Heys! Finally a day when im not tired!!! LOL… Today’s quite fun la… Hehe… Except when stupid Sylvest sat beside me during E maths and he kept coughing and sneezing. Stupid… Somemore force me help him mark his work!! :p Today… Then I found out how naive I am… Haiz… Someone told me his past la… Then I was like… :so ‘ke lian’! All the way lor… Now when I think about it kinda pissed off with myself… Think this world so perfect… Dumb man… But, standing at his position looking at his circumstances, he still can have such a great personality… Lihai… If it’s me… I think I sure become some wild kid le… By hearing what happened, now, I have a greater urge to stay by that person’s side and be there for him!!! Sometimes, really have the feeling that we’re in different worlds… Don’t know why la… Or maybe I know… But don’t want to say… Two really different worlds la… But here’s us trying to be together… I don’t regret liking that person la… But, you know me, always thinking so much!! Hehe… Been thinking a lot these 2 days, thanks to Joyce keep asking me to think properly… But, now, I decided le!!! I wan to be with that person!!!! Lol… Kk, stop here for today, so many confessions but… Do you know who that person is??!!! LOL [Want to watch ‘Secret’!!! Don’t know if nice not lei… Hmm….]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:02 PM
Friday, August 3, 2007
3 August 2007
Friday2213
Hey! Tired, again!! Been feeling really tired these days la… Dreaming of the same person every night lor!! Make me cannot sleep!! Is that person who always bully me lor!!! Argh!! These days, my class seem to have buck up le. Quite shocking la… During Geo when Mrs Yong didn’t come but she gave homework, my clique saw everyone doing lor! Really shocking! So perhaps… Im the only one still trying to slack away… I must start!!! Tomorrow… Hehehe… Got so many things to do this weekend. Cant bear to even think about it… I just muster up the courage to start my Physics revision le!!! Bu ke yi Zai tuo le…! Lucky on Wed my clique and I are heading out to study! Yeah! Maybe can ask some Physics genius teach me… Hmmm… Lolz… k la…will stop here for today! Nitez! [Tired… THANK GOD IT’S FRIDAY!!!]
her sweet memory was written @ 10:38 PM
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
1 August 2007
Wednesday1844
Hey! So tired… Today I stayed back to do Maths and ask questions la. Mr Goy damn funny sia he… Lol… Now then reached home la. Nowadays, though Im tired, Im still dreaming lor!!! Cant believe it! And it’s all those weird weird de things! That time dreamt that my sis used knife to cut my leg lor. Sick! But I went to check out the definition la. Blood is actually to relieve stress and the end to the worst! Prelims are around the corner now August has arrived… Haiz… TIRED ah!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stop here for now le… It’s 7!! The only hour I can watch television. SHHHHHHhhhh!!!!! [Damn tired…]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:05 PM
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