Layout: Friday, September 21, 2007
Friday 2213
Today I was really high and all. You can ask Melissa and the rest. But especially Melissa. Lolz. I was practically hitting her and laughing out loud, keep saying how happy I was. Lolz… Yesterday went to his house… No parental supervision! Lolz… He was so pig la. We agreed to meet at 3p.m. la… Then when I reached his house downstairs at 3.10p.m., he wa still sleeping!!! Lolz… But, anyway, he got up and at the time, while waiting for him at the void deck, enjoying the breeze and there wasn’t anything to do anyway so I typed out my feelings for then: “now at his house downstairs, waiting for him to wash up… Apparently, he just woke up. Lolz… nothing amazing… Just thinking… Im actually going to my stead’s house with no parental supervision and Im actually waiting downstairs for that someone… It seemed something that my ex would do… Don’t know why, but this time Im actually giving instead of taking… It seems so weird… Think it’s only when you give instead of taking you’ll actually be scared that the other person will leave you… ‘Cause you did make an effort… Really hope that I don’t get hurt…” Then, after that, after walking around trying to remember where his house was, found it and went in. Lolz… Then, he finally played the piano!!!! Lolz… Really enjoyed it la… Hehe… Then cause I didn’t want to study mah so he, as usual, went to switch on his computer and we watched bleach and Lovely complex until 6p.m. Lovely complex was really funny la!!! Then, most of the whole time was lying on him… Hehe… After that went home, neck pain. LOL!!! Anyway, really really feel that it was total bliss la! Then, today he got sick! Again la! Damn! So far it seems that whenever I go to his house, the next day he’ll get sick la! Think… I found out a lot more about him le ba… Some things that I cant write here but will write in my personal diary… Hmmm… nowadays… Things have been good ba… Got back my combine science paper today… Passed well for Physics… Heng… 47.5/65… Lolz… Overall, 69%… Remember I said that this time’s combine science grade I’ll get it for him? When I saw that I actually passed well for Physics, was kinda hoping that I’ll get a A for combine science… But, got disappointed… Damn! Just by one mark la!!! Heart pain sia! So far… 10 points for L1R5 le… Hope I can pass my English… Combine Humanities cant really hope much ‘cause I know I wont pass my Geo… Another long post! Next week onwards wont le ba… Next week is the start of Night study! Finally! Plan to go everyday… Think if I stay at home I so wont study. So, from tomorrow onwards, I’ll only update on Friday. K la, I gtg le, Bye guys! [Feel weird… feel kinda jealous, at the same time scared ba…]
her sweet memory was written @ 11:42 PM