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Monday, December 31, 2007

31 December 2007
Monday
1816

Today's the last day of year 2007 le..Time really flies... Still can remember this time last year, i was still going to my endless tuition classes..Lolz... Such a nice weather today! So sunny la! Perfect for a day spent at the beach lor.. Too bad Im working.. Tomorrow Im working too... Actually it's my off day tomorrow de.. But, going out with Morgan, Nick, Joyce to watch Alvin so.. Bobian change my off day.. Today's really crazy, Chinese new year stuff all coming in le then my goods so much somemore.. Wa, work until cannot breathe, was already hungry at 11+ la but 2++ then can makan... Back really hurts.. Feel so old sia!!! Supid job, made me so old.. Lolz.. So far, really like my job there though it's really tough and tiring.. Oh ya! Did i mention about the blackout yesterday?Was quite cool..LOL! First time see the store blackout mah! Anyway, sort of made another friend.. He's a cashier.. He's really funny la! Everytime we see each other we're stare suspiciously at each other.. LOL... He should be around my age ba... Hmm.. Think next time if i want to work again, must be cashier, dont want to be what packer le! K la, stop here for today, people keep saying that my posts all so long de, they lazy to read so this post okay ba... LOL.. Bye guys! Happy New year in advance!!

her sweet memory was written @ 6:12 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

27 December 2007
Thursday
2148
Tomorrow, my favourite day for this week! Lolz.. Yup.. It's my off day! Finally... Feel as if Im struggling to get past each day sia! But Im getting closer to the people there le.. So not so bad.. But everytime when i go to work/go back home, I'll feel extremely tired and my feet always hurts...Then now feel as if Im getting sick le... Thoart alittle itchy, got alittle flu.. Damn.. Tomorrow Im going out la! Oh ya, by the way, finally found the cheapest PSP set le! Thanks to Dolly! Lolz.. But if only she'd tell me which block the shop is.. Lazy Dolly! Somemore must wait until my next off day ask her go with me then can buy.. LAZY!! Im getting my pay on Jan 4.. So after that going to buy.... Hopefully my dad wont object sia....... Oh ya, also planning to watch Beauty World Cha Cha Cha with Nick, Morgan and Joyce, hopefully we can all find a day that we're all free... K la, short one for today, really tired le.. I'll write another day! Bye guys! [sniffing...]


her sweet memory was written @ 9:47 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

26 December 2007
Wednesday
1818
Happy birthday Morgan!And a happy boxing day! Today...was okay la, but felt as if my back is going to break le... Then, for my collection of scars and blue blacks, i got 1 more scar and 2 blue blacks to add.. Lolz... But it's okay la, best not to show anyone in case they think i kanna abuse at home.. LOL. There at the place i work, the supervisors really hate the branch manager sia... Went to makan with them and they kept complaining about him.. Then, there's alot of backstabbing there also... Think i mentioned this before ba.. Lolz.. Forgot!!! Feeling to tired.... Back hurts sia.. Feel as if I've aged so much sia..... But, i must ren ah! Heard from my aunt that if i work until March the 4, I'll have $200 extra!!Must tahan until then and take the money!!!Not that Im that poor la.. But... $200 lei.. You know how many hours I have to work to earn that much??!! ahPA should understand..Lolz... It's not so busy nowadays, kinda slack so when Im pretending to do forwarding for my shelf, can hear alot of gossip de lei!Lolz.. It's interesting to hear what people say about one another ba... Make me miss school more.. I mean, there are backstabbing at school too la.. But i think.. It wont be that bad than at work? Hmm... I dont know.. But I think after when i graduate, I'll try to further my studies... Studying is better.. But actually work...You'll learn things that arent in the textbook... Like for those courses for business, now, I think that they're kinda useless, what you're learning in the textbook wont apply much in real life.. Time really flies, Next Tuesday is the 1st day of the new year le! I guess, we should cherish what we have now and try to achieve what we can in this life, not saying there shouldnt be any regrets, in life, regrets are a must have de mah, that's what make life interesting! But we should always do the things that we enjoy mah! K la, will stop here for today le! Bye guys! [Stretching my stiff back...]

Nobody is perfect... It's the imperfections in people that makes them perfect!
her sweet memory was written @ 6:18 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007

24 December 2007
Monday
2012
Merry Christmas in advance!Times really flies... Christmas is here again, season of giving and love. Lolz. Tampines Mall's really packed today, lots of last minute shoppers. Here's what i typed on my handphone on the long journey home: 'Today... Really isnt a good day... Found out that I got more cuts than ever on my arms.Looks as if i cut myself..(which i didnt la!!) Then, the woman from the company came down as it's a Monday and my supervisor quarrelled with her.. Interesting to see for awhile.. Lolz.. Then she asked me to shift all those cereals not under her company de to another side...Bloody woman.. So mafan for what la! As if people care like that.. Dont know why after that, my mood not so good le.. Then all was fine except very busy... Went for lunch, came back and found my goods arrived le. Quite happy de la, no need to wait.. Then another pellet came... All those that I didnt order de came and not just one batch but 3-4 batches and each batch consists of 24 items. All the shelves are filled up to the brim le lor... How you expect me to pack!!! Then when i was packing(i was already working overtime le la), got this Indian woman and her friend came and ask where's the yeast. At that time was already pissed 'cause my back hurts and Im tired, still thinking of where to put all the extra goods then my mind was a blank so i just told them that I wasnt sure, sorry.. Then she said, kinda rudely "Can you help me find then?" I agreed.. What can i say la...But i overlooked it.. Then when i was about to tell her that should be never sell, she said "Oh, nevermind, I found it myself already, it's over there(pointing to the shelf) for your future reference" And she just walked off while i apologized.. She was so damn freaky rude la! I mean from the sentence, it's not rude or anything la.. But her tone... Wa lau! Really feel like killing her.....!!!!!Say until so damn sarcastic la!! Come on lor! I dont bloody need this! I told you that I wasnt sure le what! Dont just 'cause you're not in a good mood means that you can take it out on me OKAY!!!BITCH! Dont know why the hell i apologise for what... Eversince i started this job, my days have been filled with saying sorry everyday.. Then after what that woman said, i really feel like crying...It's like. Everyday, i go all the way to Tampines and i put in my best in everything i do and this is what i get?Tiredness, backache, blue blacks, scars, scoldings and there the people really know how to make use of me.. Almost everyday, I'll be working overtime.. Sometimes, i ask myself, what's the point in working in a place when Im not happy.. Im just wasting my holiday...I even have to sacrifice my weekends and public holidays.. It's just not worth it.. Im really stressed out, I dont need this lor....' That what was i typed on my handphone, 12 pages long sia!!! Now Im feeling better le, must be the chocolate i ate earlier.. Totally calmed my soul.. LOL! K la, that's all for today, will write again on Wednesday! Tomorrow going to my ah ma's house for Christmas dinner after my work.. Bye guys! Have a blessed Christmas! [Looking in disbelief at my scars...]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:05 PM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

23 December 2007
Sunday
2055
It's Sunday! And Im working... Again.. Really hate working on a Sunday... There's absolutely nothing to do on Sunday! No goods coming on Sunday, no ordering of goods on Sunday also.. Sian... So today... Mostly is clear the goods in the store that came yesterday as i thought they didnt arrive yesterday.. Then, after lunch, i totally dont know what to do le... So, sms-ed Joyce while pretending to do forwarding.. Lolz. We planning to watch Beauty World Cha Cha Cha next year with Guoxiong and gang. Lolz... Planning la... But not sure when yet.. Must see when's my off day then watch the afternoon show....It's only 3 days since my last off day and Im really dead tired... Trying to sneek in moments of rest but... kinda not working la.. Also, Im getting my pay le! Finally! Praise the Lord! Lolz. I want to buy so many things la!! PSP, new handphone... Clothes, laptop...DVDs... Things that cost alot... Lolz.. Yeah, i know... Big spender la... Unlike my sis. But that's the way I am mah! Christmas's just 1 day way! S'poreans seem to be really celebrating Christmas.. So many people today at Tampines Mall, even Santa came and visit with his lollipops. LOL! That's the one thing that I like working there ba,the surprises and the people there seem to work together like one big family.... But recently, found out that there're quite alot of badmouthing and backstabbing... Scary la... 'Cause the first week there, only hear the promoter complaining to me about the staff.. Then now even my supervisor also badmouthing about the staff.. Scary... If they can say that about others, they can also say that about me... Especially when Im related to someone who's their supervisor... So far, I've learnt quite alot from there.. Learnt to take a pinch of salt in everything that they say.. Must have your own thinking ba.. In school, dont really have to think so much about all these as.. I guess in school word spreads around faster than at work ba.....Children these days are so lucky...... Everyone seems to be having a PSP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So unfair!!! Just one whine from them and their parents immediately give it to them.. Lucky brats!!! My partner at work moved to Changi Airport that branch le.. So I have to manage 1 and a half aisle by myself le... Then, my supervisor told me that another girl who's also in charge of aisle 8 is also going to another branch le....... So...It's like... Im in charge of the whole aisle 8 and half of aisle 6.......................Dont know if i can not.... Im really scared to make a mistake now sia..... Since Im already in this job for about 3-4 weeks le...... One mistake and Im dead!!!!! K la, will stop here for today... Tomorrow have to wake up at 5.45.. Work until 1620... Sian... Bye guys!!! [Examining my one in a million scars...]


her sweet memory was written @ 8:54 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007

21 December 2007
Friday
1818
It's going to rain, again. Why didnt it rain earlier! Damn! Lolz. Anyway, Today's not a good day... Nothing happened at work la... I think Im getting better le... At least my shelvings look full. Lolz. It's... Last night, i dreamt if someone again. It's not the first time la... But hopefully it'd be the last. Then, woke up and went to pee la... Then, who knows, another dream unfolds... Damn, when will i ever have a good night's rest la!!! That was the nightmare.. I actually dreamt that i failed my E maths for my Os la! I actually got back my paper and it was 2/21.. I know it's weird la.. I mean upon 21 and i got back the paper????!! But... it was a dream and.....God, i saw so many people passing. Then in my mind i was thinking how come like that??!! I thought it was easy and i knew how to do???!!! Then when i woke up, i really wanted to cry... I guess i was lying to myself when i said that i wasnt all that scared for my results since i did my best...Then, today, as usual, i feel asleep on the bus... Again... These days, dont know why have been sleeping on the bus. Im not like that in the past... In the past, i was the opposite... I just couldnt fall asleep on the bus but now, i just want to sleep all the way, dont even want to wake up when Im nearing to my stop... So, today, i decided to quit that job... I told my aunt about it and she was saying that she told my supervisor that I'll be staying till Feb le... I was reluctant la... But... I said okay la since she also said that she'll have to find someone to replace me if i left and Im in charge of 2 aisles le.... So, Im back to square one again... On the bus, I was thinking.... Finding a right job is like finding your life partner.. So damn hard la.. And it's like.. Now, It's not even one month since i've started working and Im already bored by it... It's like this is another infatuation of mine.. Not sure if you all understand la.... But...hehe...I understand can le. Lolz. Actually left the place at about 1700 and I was so tired... Then, at the interchange buying ice cream from the Uncle then saw Xiu Ling, Wei Jie and Leslie... Lolz... Leslie so extra sia!!! Suddenly the dark skies seem so bright with Leslie around, Big light bulb sia! Lolz. But....suddenly miss my school again... It seems to be such a long time I stepped in there... So many memories..... Im being so sentimental...Again! Lolz.. K la, must try to get some sleep tonight.. Hopefully it wont turn into another night of dreams and nightmares! [Rubbing my orh cey(blue black)]
her sweet memory was written @ 6:18 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

20 December 2007
Thursday
1216

Lalala.... Such a nice day to have a off day! Lolz. Was eating steamboat with my family and Dad was saying how expensive the food we're eating are. Hate it whenever he lists out the cost of the food that we're eating. Makes me think how many hours i have to work to earn that and in a matter of minutes, the food will be in my stomach....... -_- Anyway, after brunch, Xinrui called. Actually i called her back yesterday when she called when i was working. But she went to work when i just finished mine. Lolz. Such a coincidence. Thought she wanted to say how touched she was after reading my last entry. Lolz. Just now, she called and we talked.... She and fatty... broke up le... Today's supposed to be their 7 month together...... And yet, yesterday, they broke up le... I still remember last week when i went to find her at AMK hub, she was still saying that she's going to take leave today and go out with him 'cause it's been a long time since they went out... Haiz...... Really cant help but feel sad and heartbroken for her. i never thought i'll feel this way for a friend... i mean i've read it in books la... But feeling it is a different thing.. It's like hurting her is like hurting me. Damn, Feel like bashing that fellow up. Jerk!!!!!! She treated you so well, taking initiative everytime la!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bastard! K, enough talking about that whatever person. He's not worth so many lines or even words. Mei.. I understand what and how you're feeling k.. I understand that every corner of your house has memories of him and you. I've been through that before... But it's like that de... When a relationship ends, you're bound to get this feeling. It will help you to grow up and mature. What doesnt kills you will make you stronger k. People often say, time heals all wounds. But eversince what happened to me, i beg to differ. It may be true but... i think it'll be a long long long long long time ba... Think it's the same with you ba... But life needs to go on k, Im not asking you to immediately forget him or not think of him. I know it's impossible for now but go on with your life, no point sitting at the same spot day after day. As what Pengrui said to me once: "wanna totally forget him is impossible, but just leave him in your memory. ren shi hen miao xiao de, shi jie bu hui yin wei ni er ting zhi zhuan dong, yong gan mian dui ni de ren sheng!" I think it's really true... Just take this time to think things through as what Im doing now. I know it feels like you cant even function(or that was what i thought la...) but it's better to get on with life. I know it really hurts but you have to deal with it. Nobody can do it for you. Even if they want to. Since you decided to get into a relationship with him or even fall for him in the first place, you should know the consequences de mah... Haiz...No matter what happens i'll be there for you whenever you need me k... Just give me a call. If Im working, I'll call you back whenever i have the chance k.
Recently so many heartbreaks are around me... I still remember at the beginning of the year, there were so many couples and you can really feel the love.. But now, i can only feel the tears. Even the weather seems to feel it......Makes me doubtful of love between a couple... Does it really exist? It seems so fragile but yet everyone everyone seems to want it despite the hurt it causes... Why? This thing about love seems so fake......People are always saying: I love you forever and all that crap but what exactly is forever?Does this kind of forever love exist? Doubt it. K la, gtg le! My friend lend me the DVD of Witch You Hee. Lolz.. Will write another day! [Heartpain....]
her sweet memory was written @ 12:16 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

18 December 2007
Tuesday
1821
Congrats to Joseph!!!6 points for N levels wor! Os must get below 15 points k..You can do it!!! Today is....quite an okay day ba... Really busy..but it's good la, kept my mind off things i dont wanna think about....It's nearing Christmas le...Time to start giving thanks to all that happened this year.. No matter good or bad, it really helped me to grow up and learn. So...Here comes my list of THANK YOUS!!!(In no particular order k!)

Thanks to Joyce:Must put you first on my list...If not you'll start saying i neglect you...AGAIN!!! lolz. Thanks for being my best friend and always being right... You know what i mean! Though you always give the right advice, i always, refuse to heed your advice... But...hehe, i dont regret lei! :p 'cause it's only by this stubborness that i learn ba... By the way, dont rush to find out what's love like la... It can really hurt and... It's better to fall in love when you're older! You'll know what you want more....

Thanks to my three godbrothers: Fugui, Guoxiong and Pengrui: Thanks Fugui for supporting me in all my decisions and always helping me! Thanks to Guoxiong for always, always always being there for me whenever i needed you!!!!!!! Im really grateful to you lor! Especially this year. Hehe... During my tough times, you've been there whenever i needed a listening ear and a shoulder to lean on. I really appreaciate it. Thanks to Pengrui for giving me such good advice as always. You have also been there whenever i needed you. I've really learnt alot from your advice and grow up from there.

Thanks to Xinrui: Oie! 10 years of friendship... Still remember our primary school days? Lolz... Though we're both busy with our lives and our friends, we must still keep in contact k... You MUST call me and catch up hor!! You know i'll never call anybody de la...Hehe.. Whatever happens, just call my handphone and i'll be there k... In love, just dan chun de xiang xing k... Trust and communication is the key to a good relationship. Be patient with him also la k...! Dont bully him hor!:p

Thanks to my clique:Roshane, Lynette, Kat, Fion, Dolly: Thanks guys! You made my senior year consist of so much fun and laughter! I still remember the time during our S.S and Shafee didnt come. Remember? We were busy looking over at the other block to see the "action" from the toilet. Lolz... Then i also remember that time we went to Bishan library to study and the last time we went to Mac to study Bio and Lyn and Kat bought the most expensive and yummy coffee i ever had. Thanks for everything guys! I'll miss the times that we had...

Thanks to Scze We, Wan ru... Thanks for being my sun and bringing the laughter to me! Always smiling and always helping me. .Especially Scze we. She helped me design my blog and used to help me post my entries and even my blog song is put up by her! Thanks!

Thanks to that someone... Although......what we've been through was a mistake for you, i'll still always cherish it. i really enjoyed the time we had together and i'll always believe you no matter what others say about you. Must be confident in yourself k... You're shuai de k! wo zhu fu ni. Thanks for giving me the beautiful memories that i'll always keep close to my heart. Being with you really taught me alot of things and i dont regret being with you at all. Even if i had the chance to change the past, i wouldnt change the decision that i made. Thanks!

Thanks to the rest of the people that i missed out: Thanks for everything that you have done for me!!!

K, will stop here for today le... Kinship going to show le..Lolz... yesterday's episode so damn sad la!!! Especially the story that Ying Jun told Yusheng.... SO SWEET! Lolz... Bye guys!! [Tired out....]

her sweet memory was written @ 6:21 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

17 December 2007
Monday
1822

It's raining...Again! Not that Im not happy to see my old friend again...But...Why didnt it rain yesterday when I was at home! Not fair... Anyway, today went back to work after a night of watching Star Awards. Lolz... Elvin did win a spot in the top 10 favourite male actors! Lolz... Anyway, this morning...Got kinda scared of Auntie Mary and Uncle Tan 'cause i promised them that i'll help them put their goods up their shelving if i have the time. But Sat... My family was already rushing me le... So i only managed to help Auntie Mary..Then when i went to see Uncle Tan's shelf before i left, it was really close to being empty le...But i had no choice... I left...But lucky..today, they still treated me the same!!! LOL. Worried for nothing! Today, my partner was on leave so i had to do all the unpacking myself. And, today, god knows why, i had so many goods arriving that i didnt order de... I really panicked but Auntie Mary said that it was normal and i should go tell my supervisor(Hoon Hoon) but she wasnt around. When i was unpacking, Zhao Ming, the funny and fat guy, helped me alot. Lolz. Then he said that he got the witch You Hee DVD for just $15 la! I was reluctant to buy la so he say after he watch finish he'll lend it to me... Then today we talked alot... He was from ITE de..Then he asked me to guess his age... i got it right the first try! Lolz. He's 25... Then he asked me this job which requires me to work 6 days a week, wont my boyfriend say anything since i wont have time for him? Then...it's like he's trying to find out if i have someone special ba... To me la..That was what i thought... I didnt tell him that i didnt have, just said wont la... Then he also got ask everytime where i go for lunch... You know me de la, abit anti social de... Lunch time i always like to be on my own, no need to ask the other person where he/she want to go/eat... So i told him not everytime go same place de... Actually we really talked alot today... Talked about last time how he used to show attitude to the teacher and how he used to be a librarian and he even told me his lame pick up line la! It's really lame la.... Then...found that...actually...he's quite...innocent and naiive when it comes to relationships.... Anyway, enough about him le! If not later Joyce will say... AIYO!!!! Amelia like him/He like Amelia!!!!!! LOL! Hao la... stop here for today! Want to watch Lovely Complex le... Bye guys! [Rubbing my eyes...]
her sweet memory was written @ 6:22 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

16 December 2007
Sunday
1819
Day of rest today. Lolz. Wanted to update earlier in the day but computer went wrong...somewhere la... Today feels like Saturday sia... Guess i still cant adapt to working six days a week....tomorrow..Im back to work le..Everytime i've got a break, dont want to go back tomorrow sia..Lolz... but...working there's erally find la, meeting more and more people le....Security guard...the store auntie and uncle, and many more lor..Lolz.. then got this chubby guy..Lolz...he's really nice and funny sia! He worked there for 8-9 years le..But 'cause he's lazy to leave there then he never change job though he, having the same thoughts as me, thinks this job's boring...Lolz... Finally settling down in this new job le...! Though i could do with more rest days la! Found out my next day of rest is on Thursday la!!! Hari Raya Haiji....NO DOUBLE PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thought i'd faint sia!!! $8.60/hr lei that day!!! Heart pain sia...It's not that Im hard up on cash la...But.....It's always great to know that Im getting more money with the tough job that I've to do la! :p Anyway, Im off to watch the star awards le, hope Elvin gets some award sia....He's so cute!!Lolz... Bye guys!!! [Hungry....Maggie mee time!!!!]
her sweet memory was written @ 6:12 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007

14 December 2007
Friday
1804
Hectic day of work again today....This week my off day is on Sunday la! Still got one more day!!!!! Today, saw someone kanna caught for stealing things...And is a 30++ year old indian guy lor...So lod le still steal things... Kinda dumb ba... I mean as they always say, you should get wiser as you grow up... Today, on my long journey home, pass by Tampines Giant and this Malay family came aboard la... The elder son was angry with his father about something. When he got on, he sat apart from his family then his father came and sit with him and he wanted to get away from his dad but his dad managed to stop him from changing seat. Then his dad reasoned out with him ba..Cant really understand since i was listening music and...i think they were speaking malay... Then the son actually cried!!! Understandable since he's just a small kid...Then...his father did the sweetest thing la!!! He actually wiped the tears off his son's cheeks! So sweet!!! Lolz.... I mean its rare for me to see this lor...Apparently my parents arent like that... Friends and family always asking me why i would want to go to Tampines and work when there's an outlet that's nearer to my house... I guess... I just dont want to work and walk a few steps and im home le... I like the long journey.. It gives me time to think things through and also notice people... Like the father and son.. I think it's really sweet for the father to do that.. Communication is really the thing. And it's like it made me think of my past... I remember i used to be like that too. Lolz... Yeah, i know..childish la...But I think we all were like that once. And as i grow up and the distance between my school and home become further apart, i would always think back and i dont know how to say la.. But i think from there, i grow up and mature... Whenever we start to mature, we cant go back to our past le.. How many times do we get told by people to grow up...? I dont know what's so wrong with these people la... I mean..in every adult there's always a child la... Why cant we dig up this child in us and let it breathe some fresh air once in a while? Must we always force ourselves to grow up so fast and miss the fun and laughter that we had in our childhood days? Look at the teenagers nowadays.. They want to grow up fast. All their dressings' are so mature and they think that they know what they're doing. But how many times do they say i regret what i did. Now that Im 16 approaching 17 years of age, i start to understand that the more we force things to happen, the more it will all go wrong. Decisions should be made with long considerations if we want to avoid saying i regret. Once we've decided on something, we should go ahead and not turn back. Whatever happens in the end, we should face up to the consequence, no matter good or bad. But...as they say again... What is life withour regrets? Lolz... K la, stop here for today...Long entry with alot of mature thinking. Lolz...to me la!!! :p Bye!!! [Thinking of the past....]


her sweet memory was written @ 6:02 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

12 December 2007
Wednesday
2047

Hey guys! Im finally back! Got my new computer and broadband le, FINALLY!!Lolz... Things have been really crazy eversince after the Os... Especially when I've started working... It just seems better to be in shcool with my clique of friends... But at least work has no exams or tests... Guess that's the plus side of it... After the Os, havent got in touch with my bunch of friends....... I remembered that time we somemore said that we'll go Kat's house and watch DVDs... Lolz... Guess we're all been pretty busy... Oh ya, by the way, the Os results will the out on 21st Jan that week... Whenever i think about it... Haiz... scared la...I know that i have done my best la but im just afraid that it wasnt good enough, especially worried for my English, combine Humanities... Hope i can do well... I thought about my path after the Os le! If i get 14 and below for my L1R5, i'll go into a JC... i know my parents have always wanted my sis to get into a JC but it didnt happen... My cousin will be going to a JC.... and i guess, i want my parents to be able to tell them that..hey, their daughter's going to a JC too... So far, eversince graduation, i really miss Sec school life... miss all my friends, miss our daily talks... Now, its so difficult to meet up and talk... I guess i didnt value what i had before...Christmas is coming le... The new year's about to begin!!!! Before that new year begins, i'll write a post..about all my friends...Lolz... must wait for it to appear k...(: K la, will stop here for today, had a long day as usual! Bye guys, i'll write again on Sunday, i promise. [Rubbing my eyes...]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:37 PM