Layout: Friday, December 21, 2007
Friday
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It's going to rain, again. Why didnt it rain earlier! Damn! Lolz. Anyway, Today's not a good day... Nothing happened at work la... I think Im getting better le... At least my shelvings look full. Lolz. It's... Last night, i dreamt if someone again. It's not the first time la... But hopefully it'd be the last. Then, woke up and went to pee la... Then, who knows, another dream unfolds... Damn, when will i ever have a good night's rest la!!! That was the nightmare.. I actually dreamt that i failed my E maths for my Os la! I actually got back my paper and it was 2/21.. I know it's weird la.. I mean upon 21 and i got back the paper????!! But... it was a dream and.....God, i saw so many people passing. Then in my mind i was thinking how come like that??!! I thought it was easy and i knew how to do???!!! Then when i woke up, i really wanted to cry... I guess i was lying to myself when i said that i wasnt all that scared for my results since i did my best...Then, today, as usual, i feel asleep on the bus... Again... These days, dont know why have been sleeping on the bus. Im not like that in the past... In the past, i was the opposite... I just couldnt fall asleep on the bus but now, i just want to sleep all the way, dont even want to wake up when Im nearing to my stop... So, today, i decided to quit that job... I told my aunt about it and she was saying that she told my supervisor that I'll be staying till Feb le... I was reluctant la... But... I said okay la since she also said that she'll have to find someone to replace me if i left and Im in charge of 2 aisles le.... So, Im back to square one again... On the bus, I was thinking.... Finding a right job is like finding your life partner.. So damn hard la.. And it's like.. Now, It's not even one month since i've started working and Im already bored by it... It's like this is another infatuation of mine.. Not sure if you all understand la.... But...hehe...I understand can le. Lolz. Actually left the place at about 1700 and I was so tired... Then, at the interchange buying ice cream from the Uncle then saw Xiu Ling, Wei Jie and Leslie... Lolz... Leslie so extra sia!!! Suddenly the dark skies seem so bright with Leslie around, Big light bulb sia! Lolz. But....suddenly miss my school again... It seems to be such a long time I stepped in there... So many memories..... Im being so sentimental...Again! Lolz.. K la, must try to get some sleep tonight.. Hopefully it wont turn into another night of dreams and nightmares! [Rubbing my orh cey(blue black)]
her sweet memory was written @ 6:18 PM