Layout: Saturday, January 19, 2008
Saturday
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*Yawn.. It's finally my off day tomorrow le... So many things happened today... Last night, Gary suddenly asked me if I liked him.. Didnt know what to say sia... I replied ya, as a friend la.. Then it's like he didnt received it ba.. So i asked if he like me.. By then he replied, i already fell asleep le.. Then this morning woke up, saw his sms.. There were 2.. The first one was that he liked me and he asked if i liked him too.. Second one was to ask me to wake him up this morning.. My dad was going to fetch me to work la.. So i quickly got ready and went to my study room and quietly made the call to Gary.. He didnt seem like he just woke up.. Then, he said that i still hasnt replied his sms.. I said.. Ya, will reply later.. Didnt reply later la.. I really dont know what to say lor.. This morning when i saw him, he treated me differently ba.. As in.. He'll look at me and smile le.. Then, the whole morning, we were sms-ing each other.. Lolz.. Weird huh..
Then, at about 1300 something, i went to the store and check if my 73 stock came le.. Zhao Ming, Gary and another guy, Zheng De were all there and the pellet was unloading la.. So we stood around waiting and at the same time talking.. At first I was standing near the door, Zhao Ming on my right, Zheng De in front of him, Gary in the middle of bother of them and he was facing me.. Then it's like.. we were still sms-ing each other even though we were facing each other la... Lolz.. Then, we shift places..Lolz.. 3 of us were sitting down, waiting for the G.L.S to go into the backyard.. So we sat around talking.. Lol.. Then, when the G.L.S wanted to come into the store, we quickly found another place to stand.. Zhao Ming, Gary and me stood on one side, in that order while Zheng De stood on the opposite side.. Then, between me and him was a few boxes stacked up high so i put my hand on the box and support my head with my fist la, leaning towards him, waiting for the pellet to unload.. Then, at first he didnt do anything la, his hand was also on the boxes la.. Then, he put both hands on the box and leaned towards me also, not causing anyone to notice la.. But I did so I went over to the opposite and stood facing him.. When the pellet finally unloaded, we were both still standing facing each other.. Zhao Ming was pulling the pellet to the right position while Zheng De was trying to help him.. Then, I was stil waiting.. Then, Gary kept looking over at my side..... Couldnt stand it la.. He looked damn long la, so i went over and hit him.. Lolz.. Then went to take my stock. He helped me.... Then, after that, Zhao Ming and me wanted to play Silent Hill and House of the Dead 4 de, we asked Gary to go along with us.. I had to do some labels at the last minute and i asked them to wait for me de.. But Gary just disappeared.... So he didnt went with us...
He asked me to go watch movie with him...... Should be going with him sometime next week ba... Im still not sure what my answer to him should be.... Still really confused... His longest relationship was one year+... Actually... I still dont really know him.. I really cant say whether I'll like him not.. I told him that also... Then, he say we can slowly know each other de ah..
But I was thinking.. Im not going to work at that place for a long time la.. I'll be going back to study soon le.. He's going to Poly too.. And then he'll be going to NS le.. He stays in Tampines while I stay at Hougang.. His parents are both working and they dont really care about him.. Mine care too much.. Then, I dont know if he'll understand my situation la.. I doubt anyone would.. So dont understand what guys are thinking... HELP!! Im really confused...!!!! Bye guys, will write again another day.. [Feel like crying..]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:46 PM