Layout: Thursday, January 31, 2008
31 January 2008
Thursday
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Morning... Not a very good morning for me... Would rather go back to work.. Had to clean up my study room just now.. So damn dusty.. Made me sneeze like shit sia..Then, ,my aunt send a long sms and how i should save my money and not spend it on arcades.. And that I should not mix around Zhao Ming and Vincent and that I should work seriously.. I really had nothing to say after that sia.. I just replied okay.. Doesnt she know.. Im just a teenager!!! I seldom play arcade unless Im sad or that I feel like quitting my job?! Its like I've always liked playing games la.. And that does she know that the guys are the ones helping me with all the extra things I have to do?! All the aunties just make me help them do their things when I havent even finish my own things la.. And eventually, make me go home later.. I know Im thinking so selfish-ly la..But!! Its true la.. the guys are the ones that helped me la.. Like yesterday, Zhao Ming and Gary came and helped me load all of the dried goods and helped me clear them out la.. Without them I think lunch would be impossible le... And it's not like I hang out with Zhao Ming.. I mean Airene(my supervisor) would always ask Zhao Ming help me do things de mah.. Does my aunt know that everyday Im eating lunch alone?! And that there were times when I feel so damn deperessed and that there wasnt anyone there for me to confide in? Of course I had to turn to playing games la! And does she know that sometimes I need my own space so badly that I hide myself in the toilet after eating my lunch? It's like it's only in the toilet do I find my own space...
I know that she means well and there are probably rumours saying what I and them so close, wa, I must be so damn freaking loose la.. Blah Blah Blah.. Actually I dont really care ba, let them say what they want, I dont give a damn la.. But I know my aunt wants the best for me and she's right la.. I'll try and control my urge for arcade la.. Regarding Vincent and Zhao Ming.. Vincent Im not that close with him la.. Zhao Ming. K la, I'll try and do things all by myself.. Hopefully I'll break my back in the process. I'll stop here for today.. Bye guys[Depressed]
her sweet memory was written @ 11:39 AM