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Friday, February 29, 2008
29 February 2008
Friday
2045
Leap Year!! Happy birthday to all those born on this special day!!! Today went to work.. Super tiring de.. Myra(the manager in charge today) called me at about 8 something, ask me to go earlier as they are understaffed.. Was still sleeping la!! But nevertheless, reached there at about 1030.. That's the earliest le lor!! Then worked until 1700+.. Super tiring de.. Then the second shift cashiers all havent come yet, somemore have to wait for them!! Today.. Only made one mistake.. Heng.. Then tomorrow and Sunday Im working la.. 11-1700 again.. Sian.. Sure make mistake de.. Told them not to put me on weekends liao.. But Phang say that he'll train me until I wont so kan jiong.. So yeah.. Have to do weekend.. But Eric say that from next week onwards, he'll let me Sat off.. hehe.. Better than nothing la.
K la, will stop here for today le. Going to continue my 1 Litre of Tears... I left last episode le.. So far.. it's really touching la.. Cried like so many times last night sia.. Bye guys!
her sweet memory was written @ 8:45 PM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
28 February 2008
Thursday
2022
Went to PS today, watched L:change the world with my sis for just $7!! Lolz.. Anyway.. It wasnt that good la.. It was quite slow, alittle boring la.. Honestly saying. It wasnt really worth the $7 which I paid!!! Anyway, then after watching headed back home(without playing silent hill!!) as my sis had to go to school later at night.. Yeah.. Going out with my sis is like that de.. Boring.. Lolz. Tomorrow's another day of work le.. I think Im working through the weekend again.. Must get Eric to not put me on weekends sia.. Cannot cope la.. Somemore sure get scolding de.. Then dont want!! Must remember to tell him that tomorrow!
Anyway.. My mood's been pretty okay la.. Im trying hard to get over it la. But you know it takes time.. .And.. Even me sneezing can remind me of him.. Yeah.. Haiz.. But at least I have my banana family and my close friends to make me smile!!! Lolz... Yeah.. So Im okay.. I can cope.. No worries!!:) K la, just a short one today, will update again tomorrow.. Hopefully it'll be another successful day.. Wish me luck!! Bye guys!
her sweet memory was written @ 8:23 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
27 February 2008
Wednesday
2032
This is my 100th post!! Lolz.. Today I didnt make any mistake! YES!! But, I guess it's 'cause there wasnt much people today.. Yeah.. But was happy le.. Hmm.. Today.. Nothing much happened la.. Just want to say a thanks to Zhao Ming.. Eversince I told him what happened, he was really concerned about me and since Monday until now, he has been sending me messages, asking how I am everyday.. Yeah.. So, THANKS!! Lolz. K la, will stop here for today.. Bye guys!
her sweet memory was written @ 8:33 PM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
26 February 2008
Tuesday
2004
It's another work day tomorrow and Im feeling really scared..again.. After my shift on Sunday, Im just really afraid of going back to work.. Feel like quitting already.. BUT!! Im not going to give up! It's only my second day! I can do it!!! I'll quit only when my standard is still there when it has been about 1-2 weeks later!!! I can de!! Feel that work at Mos is like doing Maths when I was in my lower sec and Primary school days. Lolz. When I cant figure it out, I'll hate it and wont even touch it anymore.. I must overcome it!!!
Happy birthday to my banana papa!! Lolz.. Last night was really fun.. Joyce, Guoxiong, WeiJun and me was talking online.. More like me and Guoxiong talking, the 2 of them not there de.. Then was totally funny, we constructed this banana family thingy.. LOL. Weijun's Guoxiong and my papa while Joyce's our mama, in our whole conversation, papa and mama both got affair and even divorce but they remarried again.. LOL. Totally childish la.. But.. I totally love it!:)
K la, nothing much to blog about today.. Will blog again tomorrow ba.. Xinrui's coming to AMK Hub to watch movie and maybe she'll wait until my shift is over ba then we go home together.. Bye guys!
her sweet memory was written @ 8:05 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
25 February 2008
Monday
2013
It's my off day today.. Finally went to Tampines.. Had mixed feelings.. But when I got there, really felt like crying.. It's like.. I really missed my second home and seeing how my lane looks super empty makes me feel that I shouldnt have quit.. Asked Zhao Ming where was he and found him in the store.. "He" didnt work today.. Apparently, "he" was suppose to start work today but Zhao Ming said that "he" said that he bu shang so "he" didnt work.. Yeah.. But I guess it was to avoid me.. I dont know.. just guess so.. Really missed my second home.. So many memories.. After seeing everyone and laopa went off to have a coffee, Zhao Ming and I went to his lane and we talked while he stocked up on the sugar.. Talked alot, about work, about him, about me, about everything ba.. Found myself telling Zhao Ming about "him" and yeah.. He was shocked ba.. Anyway, when I sat there talking to Zhao Ming and him sitting on the trolley talking to me, felt like crying.. again.. Yeah.. But I didnt la.. Then Zhao Ming walked me to the bus stop then he headed back to work..
Nothing really happened today.. Yesterday when I told my friends about what happened, they were really concerned and though they seem pretty happy about it(my friends didnt like "him"), they still comforted me and assured that they will be by my side.. Today, chatted to Pengrui on my way to Tampines and I guess I understand why he feels so inferior and why he doesnt believe in love anymore.. Today, on my ride to Tampines, I really thought alot and.. I begin to doubt myself too.. I begin to doubt.. Is there even such a thing such as love? I dont really believe in it anymore..
Anyway, I just wanna say thanks to Guoxiong, Joyce and Xinrui.. Even though the 3 of them didnt approve of me being with "him", when they knew what happened, they still comforted me though I could feel that they were pretty happy about it.. A big THANKS to Pengrui for chatting with me today though he was in school and for making me smile and laugh today.. Really thanks gor.. Im not saying that the 3 of them arent good la.. I guess I was the one at fault when I didnt talk last night on msn after what happened.. Last night I really didnt know what to say.. And.. I knew that I would cry when I talk.. Last night Xinrui called and she asked what happened and I just couldnt say, just teared.. Sorry to the 3 of them for not letting them be by my side.. But I guess.. Last night I just really wanted to be alone..
After this incident, feel myself getting even more withdrawn.. Remembered that I said that Dolly said that I've become more quiet? Yeah, feel myself getting more and more speechless lately.. God knows why.. Perhaps I've been talking too much in my 16 years so god wants me to be quiet for awhile so he made me feel hurt ba.. Lolz..
Anyway, I really miss the people at Tampines!! They're still as funny and welcoming as before, seems as if things havent changed.. They still care alot about me, especially laopa and Zhao Ming.. Saw Vincent today as well, still as funny.. Lolz.. Yeah, Zhao Ming keep asking me to go back and help them, even said that they will let me order him and laopa around.. Lolz.. But I know I cant go back anymore.. It's time to move on le.. Now my position is at Mos so I should be working hard there and concentrate on making less mistakes..
I hope I can go out watch movie tomorrow.. If I can, most likely either watching L:change the world or P.S I Love You.. Yeah.. I got the buy one get one free ticket thingy la.. 'Cause it's my birthday month and it seems a waste not to go.... l
K la, I gtg le, will update again tomorrow if there's anything la.. Otherwise I'll be back on Wednesday with hopefully good news that I didnt get scolded.. Bye guys! [hurt..]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:14 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
24 February 2008
Sunday
2110
Yeah, a second post.. But.. I really dont know how to say it.. All I know is that I dont ever want to go back to Tampines again... It's the second time since I've cried for someone and yet I didnt know that he was that important.. Forget it, I really dont know what to say.. I gtg le, i really dont know what to say. Im sorry..Bye guys[crying..]
her sweet memory was written @ 9:10 PM
24 February 2008
Sunday
2000
Another day of work.. Today, the person in charge was still Eric.. There's no Sherman today but there was.... DESMOND!! (Xinrui's tall and skinny friend).. But he came at about 1200 and I was at the cashier, struggling with the queue.. Today.. Haiz.. I really messed up alot of times.. Even wrote the wrong number on the order list... Eric sort of scolded me.. Face si bei black.. And I got scolded by a customer.. Haiz.. Today's really not good la.. Really messed up.. Was super depressed until after my lunch break, not so bad le 'cause the queue was shorter and Desmond was there to help.. Then at about 1500+, Lorraine came in and Eric asked me to clear tables and serve the food instead.. Was super happy de..LOL.. Then there wasnt much to do la, just waited for them to pass me the food then I'll serve it to the customers.. Yeah, pretty slack.. But allowed me to notice a couple of things.. Desmond seem to like Lorraine(quite cute girl, height around Desmond's shoulder there.. Super pei de..LOL)
Yeah, that's about work, super depressing.. Then, came home and went out for dinner.. My dad nagged/scolded all the way.. 'Cause I wasnt sure about alot of details about my job and my dad kept saying indirectly that I was stupid and all.. Yeah, I was super hungry la.. But when you're constantly scolded/nagged at, would you still be hungry? Then after dinner, we were stuck in the shelter as it was raining.. I asked if I could go Tampines tomorrow, catch a movie with Guoxiong then accompany him buy things.. Then he said a big deal of stuff.. In short, he didnt believe me at all.. He thinks that going out with Guoxiong was a cover up.. He even asked if I asked Guoxiong if he was free to go.. I said yeah.. Then he said:"You want me to call him?" I was like.. Call la... Lame.. Call la.. I'll give you his number.. Then he kept saying alot of stuff, like there are times when he knows that Im lying and that they just dont want to say and all.. He even said that he see other kids being so smart and knowing what they want.. Then he say that but when he look at his kids, why isnt it happening to us... Yeah, so, indirectly, he's saying that we're dumb and we dont know what we want.. He even said that if Im to leave home, please dont ever come back..Yup, he said that...
Okay, enough about that bad day.. Tomorrow, Im finally going back to Tampines Mall!!!! I so miss my 2nd home.. Then after that I'll be heading over to PS to meet my brother.. I asked if he was free to eat lunch with me tomorrow and then maybe later we could both head over to meet my brother.. But I guess he wouldnt come with me to PS.. He havent replied yet.. I sms-ed him this morning and he said that he was playing with his cousin and that he'll sms me later.. Until now, there's nothing..
K la, Will stop here for today since Joyce is hurrying me.. No patience girl!! My next shift is on Wednesday, 12-5p.m. People, if you want to come and kajiao me, please dont come during 12-1430.. That's my worse time and you will see me with a damn depressed face,, K then, will stop here for today le, bye guys! [Depressed..]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:00 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
23 February 2008
Saturday
1931
It's my first day at work again!!Another day of feeling super nervous.. Lolz.. The people there are okay la, taught me quite alot.. But they actually asked me to do the counter today!! First day!! Wa...buay tahan.. Especially when it's the peak hour and yet Im still not familiar with the menu and stuff.. Lucky auntie Helen was beside me and she took over.. Hehe.. I just helped them with the drinks.. LOL.. Super heng de.. 'Cause I was really damn slow.. Then when about 1300+ then she let me do since there wasnt much people and Auntie Lucy was beside me doing another counter. Then Sherman was standing at a distance and looking to see if I needed any help. And he helped me alot.. LOL.. Especially when there were people ordering 2-3 cups of soup, and 3 drinks.. I wouldnt be able to cope la.. I had to write down their order, key in the computer, take the cups of soup and also the drinks and then put in on a tray, put straws and milk and pepper and spoon and collect the money. So many things to do!!! Lucky Sherman was there to help me do the drinks and the soup.. He was super fast as well.. LOL.. Thanks Sherman!!!!!! I'll be super gan jiong de la.. Especially if there's a queue.. That's the worse.. LOL
Tomorrow I'll be working the 11-5p.m. shift.. And, Sherman, Eric arent working!!! HELP!!! LOL.. No super fast Sherman to help!!!! Then somemore Eric said that tomorrow I have to do the counter myself, nobody will help me.. DIE!!!!!!!!! It's only my second day!!!!! Cant cope la!!!
Last night, was really pathetic.. was online as usual.. Talking to Guoxiong and Joyce la.. Joyce kept scolding me.. Guoxiong kept agreeing with her..LOL.. But.. Yeah, what she said was true la.. It was about him.. It's like.. Im the one who always take initiative to sms him de.. If I dont, he wouldnt sms me at all.. I tried it once.. He didnt sms me la.. Then.. It just seem as if he didnt care ba.. Told him about it, send 3 pages long.. I know it's also my fault that I cant go out often la.. But.. it seems abit ridiculous that we can just pass a day without a sms.. Seem as if we're not even together.......
Anyway, he apologised la.. explained alittle.. Then today he did take the initiative to sms me.. But it was to tell me that he'll sms me only at 2100, said that he had something on.. He sms-ed me at 1307.. The time he's released from work.. From 1307-2100, there's like 8 hours.. What can he be doing in eight hours? I dont know.. Shh.. Dont answer that... Even Xinrui kept asking me to break with him.. Haiz.. I dont know..
Anyway, working really lets me keep my mind off things.. Was totally into my work today, totally not thinking of anything, just keep thinking that I have to concentrate and not screw up.. Today screwed up once la.. So paiseh.. Hopefully tomorrow I wont and that I'll be able to clear the queue during peak hour and hopefully the manager in charge tomorrow is Punk, who Xinrui claims that is totally nice.. Lolz..
K la, will stop here for today le, will update again tomorrow!!!! Bye guys! [Missing him..]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:31 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
22 February 2008
Friday
1936
Im starting work tomorrow guys!!! Finally get to get out of my house. Went to fill up the form today and due to Xinrui(the super noisy girl who worked there before), I got the job. Yeah, another job with connections.. Lolz.. But, thanks Xinrui!! Training starts tomorrow. So yeah, not going back to Tampines tomorrow le, will go back on my next off day, promise!!!
He's back today, he didnt call me when he reached home.. Was kinda pissed as I was really waiting for his call la.. Made me wake up at 8+ and I waited until about 1300 something la.. Was still waiting when I was at Yuying Sec waiting for Xinrui to head over at AMK hub.. Sms-ed him again and finally he replied, said that he just woke up.. So yeah.. I was waiting and there he was sleeping.. Great.. Forget it.. Then told him that I just got a job la, at AMK... He said that it was so far.. Guess that he wont come and see me afterall. Yeah, I know it's too far from Tampines but.... You know la.. Just feel that we're just not meant to be ba.. Both of us are just too selfish to care about the other person ba...
Anyway, it's finally raining!! FINALLY!! It's like a sauna in my house.. Today talked alot with Xinrui.. Well, she did most of the talking.. Dont know why, I seem to have quieten down recently.. Like there's nothing to talk about ba.. God knows why.. Found out alot about her la.. Been pretty worried about her, going back to school and her ex.. Worried that she cant cope ba.. But she's pretty lucky that she has her brothers to rough it out with her.. Been hearing that her brothers have been there for her, lucky her!!!!!!!!!!! But really hope that she can get over him fast la.. Get rid of that knot in your heart la Xinrui!! Just ask him and get over it.. If not you're not going to move on.. Jiayou!
Was totally funny at Mos today, Xinrui keep making fun of Eric, the manager.. Then there was this Indian guy who came and fill the form also la.. Then Eric was standing at the counter and looking at his form in this totally gay pose.. LOL.. Super funny de.. Then me and Xinrui see le, kept laughing, then I say he want to seduce the guy.. Lolz. Heard that Desmond (Xinrui's godbrother) is also working there but he usually work nights.. Then Xinrui kept saying that she want to see what will happen between the two of us.. Then I also kept saying that nothing's going to happen as Im probably going to work in the morning shift.. The most we'll just walk past each other..
K la, will blog again tomorrow about the training.. Bye guys!
her sweet memory was written @ 7:36 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
21 February 2008
Thursday
2015
Hey.. Decided to go for the job interview today instead.. Apparently, I went to all of the shops that required help la.. All they wanted was permanent staff.. Damn.. So still currently jobless.. Sian.. Im getting so desperate that Im actually going to Mos Burger for an interview tomorrow, AMK hub de.. Yeah, totally desperate.. The pay is even lower than NTUC la.. But you know la, I just cant stand staying at home anymore.. Really buay tahan.. Anyway Xinrui says that the people there are really fun and funny.. So maybe I'll enjoy myself too ba..
He's finally coming back le.. Tomorrow, 9.15.. Sms-ed him to call me when he reach home le.. Hopefully I'll be awake by then. Been sleeping late and eating alot lately.. That's what always happens when Im at home.. That's why I dont want to stay at home le.. Actually wanted to work even when Im in poly de.. But my dad was like.. SIAO!!!!!!! You might as well dont study.. So yeah.. Hopefully by then I can go out on weekends ba.. Though I doubt so la..
K ba, just a short post today, will updated again tomorrow k, promise.. Bye guys! [missing him..]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:15 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
20 February 2008
Wednesday
2016
Hey.. Im back.. Again.. Just asked my mum if I could go back to Tampines on Friday.. She said no, say that when I allowed to go out, it's like I go crazy and dont make use of the time, like go out le dont want to go home le.. Then I was thinking.. Of course la.. The way that you guys are controlling me, of course I dont want to come home anymore. It's called reverse psychology la.. Then I thought there's still hope in my dad.. So, my dad just came back and I asked him if I could go back to Tampines on Friday to return my apron after my job interview.. Then he was like Aiya, apron no need to return de. I told him need la, if not they cut my pay.. Then he said then if that's the case, Saturday they go back with me.. SO SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cant they just leave me alone?! I want to go back alone la. What's the problem. What's the damn problem la.. I want to see him okay. Though it's only been 1 week+ since I last saw him, I MISS HIM okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn it. Cant I just go back to see my 2nd home, my friends? Zhao Ming still remembered that I promised that I'll go back this week la.. What is the problem!!!!! Im 17 already. Give me some room to breathe can not! It's like... I told my mum before that they more they control, they more I rebel la.. I've matured le la.. Friends already noticed le, guess you guys didnt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn it.
I just really want to go back, the last time okay. I really miss them okay.. Okay, missed him more la.. But.. Is it wrong.. Dont know what's the problem. Why do they have to control so much. Hate people to control me. I like going out. Is that a crime! I've always like going out la.. Maybe people born in the month of February are like that ba...
Anyway, enough about them le.. Forget it.. Anyway, the one thing's that really makes me really happy these days are the brothers.. Lolz.. Things seems to be going well for them.. Except for one gor la.. But he's on his way le!! Pengrui gor, jiayou le!! Last night was on msn having a conversation with Guoxiong and Joyce, super funny de.. Then Leslie came online la, pestered him to ssend me his friendster song.. Then he keep dao-ing us la.. Lolz.. Then me and Guoxiong keep saying that he dao and all.. Lolz.. When he finally replied us, it was soooooooooo funny, was laughing during our whole conversation.. Really felt at home with them sia..
K la, going for job interview on Friday le, hope I get the job.. Just want to work.. Stop here for today le, bye guys! [missing him...]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:16 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
19 February 2008
Tuesday
2023
Finally it's tuesday le.. He's coming back on Friday, finally... Yesterday.. I didnt get a scolding from my dad.. Really heng.. Then, he told me that I could get a job if I wanted to. Before, he didnt want me to work de.. So yeah, maybe he understood le.. Today is the day of the posting results.. I got into my first choice, Ngee Ann Poly, Early Childhood education. Yeah, you people out there must be laughing ur head off.. BUT!! I really like kids la k!:p
Anyway, in my last post I wrote that Friday was impossible.. I think.. perhaps.. I have a chance. Im going to try and ask my dad tomorrow night.. I really want to go back to Tampines.. It will be my last time to go back le.. Unless he comes to Hougang, we wont meet.. We'll be both busy with work and in addition we live so far apart.. Sian.. Lolz. I really thought alot last night and today... And well, I dont think that he deserves it ba.. I mean.. it just isnt fair to him ba... Sucks when your parents care too much.. Lolz.
It seems that all of my friends will be heading to different polytechnics.. Guoxiong will be appealing, but currently, he was posted to TP.. Joyce's posted to RP but appealing. Leslie got posted to NP but appealing, Scze We's posted to SP.. Yeah.. Seems like nobody's going to NP with me!!! The long ride!!!! Not that Im complaining la.. Hehe. But I was hoping somebody will go to NP with me ba.. But guess I have to be independent le..
K la, will stop here for today le, Bye guys!!! Wish me luck so that I can head back to Tampines on Friday!!!! [Missing him]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:18 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
18 February 2008
Monday
2008
Great, today isnt a good day.. Haiz.. Went out with Joyce to Hougang Mall at 1.30, then Yuan Ting came and joined us.. Played arcade and took neoprints at Timezone. The guy there seems to like Joyce, he seem to treat 3 of us differently.. Maybe we were making too much noise.. When we were thinking which card to buy so that we can play, Yuan Ting asked them for sweet la, surprising they gave us. Then when we were waiting for the machine to print out our pictures, he came in and gave us 3 chocolates. Then we were playing the sweets machine, he came and gave us a plastic bag so that we can store our sweets. Then when me and Yuan Ting left Joyce at the counter to cut the neoprints, he asked Joyce how old we were, she told him then out of politness, she asked him back. He was 18. Then when me and Yuan Ting came back, we heard la.. LOL. Seems like he like Joyce la.. Nothing weird also la.. 'cause after she rebonded her hair and put her contacts, she really look great la.. Then when I topped up my card before leaving, he asked wa.. havent play enough ah.. Lolz.. Then I said ya la!! So fun! Lolz..
Haiz.. on the way home, checked my handphone. Apparently Mum called about 3 times but I didnt noticed. Got hell when I reached home. Got scolded. Said that if I liked going out so much, ask me not to come home le. Then she said that if Hougang Mall has so much attractions, how come everytime she ask me to go with her Hougang Mall I'll refuse. Then 'cause I asked her this morning if I could go out this friday to watch movie. This evening, she scolded me for this too. Said if I've got so much time and money, contribute it to the family then.
I cant take it anymore. Really feel like crying. It's like I was really looking forward to Friday. I want to go back to Tampines. I need to. When I told them that I wan to go back to Tampines, return my apron, both of my parents asked me not to go back. It's like.. That's my 2nd home okay. I have friends there. I miss them okay. I know that, that time, I complained alot about the job. But deep down inside, I really enjoyed working there, really missed alot of people there. I have a heart okay. Im not heartless. I have emotions. Friday, the chances of me getting to go back is zero. We were hoping to meet each other that day and well, guess I have to disappoint him yet again. I hate myself. I really do. Maybe I should just let him go. I have nothing to keep him by my side anyway.
I have to go guys. My dad's back and Im sure I have to go to hell yet again. I'll write again another time. Bye.
her sweet memory was written @ 8:09 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
17 February 2008
Sunday
2002
This is the 3rd day since I last post.. Been feeling super bored.. Hate having no job.. Im so desperate that i actually thought of working in Delifrance lor.. Lolz.. Really want to get out of the house and breathe the fresh air outside.. Fresh freedom air..LOL.. Will be getting my posting results on Tuesday le.. Not worried la.. Just want to know where I'll be going and when I'll be starting school, see if I can still work a few months not.. Hehe..
You know, I've been thinking.. If only my parents wont be so protective of me.. I would really appreciate it lor.. It's like.. My friends' parents arent that controlling of their children la... It's not fair!!!! Lolz.. Yeah, this phrase again.. I really want the freedom. I want to be able to go out, one week at least 2-3 times. I want to go out without having to explain who Im going out with. I know that my parents care about me that's why they want so much details as to where Im going and who Im going out with. But.. Makes me feel so pressured whenever I want to go out with my friends. Then everytime after going out with my friends, let's say I head out at about 12, I have to be home by 7. If I head out at about 11 something, I have to be home by 6. If I dont make it back in time, I cant go out for the rest of the year la.. It's so damn unfair. If I break my curfew at the beginning of the year, that means I have to tahan not going out with my friends for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many months. I know that this is to let me keep to my promise and what not la.. But.. Must I be banned for the rest of the year??! It's just kind of ridiculous. Ban from going out for 3 months I wont say la. But.. For the rest of the year?!!!! Just kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was also thinking.. Just when are they going to give me my freedom? Next year or do I have to wait until Im 21 or until I graduate from University? Everyone seems to be able to go out as often they want. Why not me?! Even Wei Jun whose parents were really strict with him in the past has already gotten his freedom. Why not me..
Haiz.. Another complaining post.. Paiseh guys! Hehe.. Been feeling quite emo after.. Well, after this morning.. Last night.. Was super happy, kept smiling.. Hehehe!!!!!! K la, will stop here for today le, Bye guys! [rubbing my eyes...]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:58 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
14 February 2008
Thursday
2030
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! Love's in the air~~~~ Lolz.. Saw quite a number of guys holding flowers today.. Hehe.. Their girlfriend would be so lucky... Today actually wanted to go back to Tampines de, to visit my "family" there.. But my mother didnt allow as she wanted to bring my sis and me to buy pants la.. So didnt get to go and well.. I guess I was really disappointed... Next week would be super lonely le.. Lolz.. Anyway, I wish all the couples a happy valentine's day and I hope their love would be able to last long!!!! Must cherish your love ones k..
By the way, I totally forgot that my blog turned 1 two days ago!!!Hehe.. Was kinda pissed off that day la, forgot about it.. It's been a year since my first post, one year le! Time really flies.. I really miss the year before.. This year.. So far.. Isnt that good ba.. There are happy moments but not as much as last year...
I really have to find another job sia.. Hate rotting at home.. Cant even go out with my friends also.. Super sian de.. Cant wait to find a job, start working, see my bank book a month later and start laughing.. LOL... Really feels good that money is coming in lor.. If not the amount forever stuck there de.. See also sian la.. Results are posted next Tuesday and well, I'll be the only one there to face my posting.. If you know what I mean.. Hehe.. Hope you guys dont la.. Hehe!! Regret quitting my job.. It has really become my second home.. Missed that home where no one's there to question me on my every move, total freedom... Now feel as if I cant breathe sia.. Dolly, you sure know how Im feeling right? K la, Will stop here for today le! Bye guys! Hope you had a happy valentine's day today!!!!! [Missing him...]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:27 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
12 February 2008
Tuesday
1948
Hey guys.. Today.. Is my birthday.. Yeah.. 17 le.. Went out with Guoxiong, Leslie, Larry and Joyce to Vivo today, watched 27 dresses then hanged around then they bought me a chocolate cake.. super nice.. We took alot of pictures too.. But due to me rushing home, forgot to ask them to send me.. I'll post the pictures once I get it from them.. Promise. Then just now went to Cafe Cartel with Mum and had dinner..
This year's birthday.. Yeah, Im not so happy about it.. Feel like crying actually.. Im really thankful for those who remembered my birthday. Thanks to Guoxiong, Joyce, Leslie, Larry for going out with me to celebrate my birthday and buying that delicious looking cake for me... I really appreciate it.. Thanks to Zhao Ming, Dolly, Xinrui, Pengrui, Yuanting for sms-ing me today.. Thanks also to Bobby for wishing me on facebook... Thanks for remembering guys.. Really made my day.. That's all the people that remembered my birthday.. Yeah.. I still remembered last year's birthday, where it really was my best birthday ever.. I'll never forget last year.. I dont know what ever happened to all of my other friends.. It just seemed that just cause we've graduated, it means that we wont contact each other anymore.. I really dont ask for more, just a sms will do..
Okay, forget it.. Im getting all sentimental again.. At least I have this few friends that remember that I was born on this day.. Thanks guys. I really appreciate it. Love you guys.
her sweet memory was written @ 7:48 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
10 February 2008
Sunday
0841
MORNING PEOPLE!!!! Such a beautiful morning.. Lolz... Okay, Im crapping.. But.. IM OFF TODAY!!! Lolz.. Yeah.. So my family gambled last night.. I was the big winner sia!! Money~~~~ Lolz.. It seems that Chinese New Year's over le even though it does lasts for 15 days but.. come on, only the first 2-3 days are the most important days right?
Tomorrow's my last day le, die die must eat some expensive lunch tomorrow.. This whole week I've been eating quite expensive-ly lor... Hehe.. But kinda worth la, the food there is really not bad.. Too bad it's so far from my house... Lolz.. But I promised that I'll definitely go back and visit them.. But dont know when la.. Still thinking whether to get another job not.. Really dont want to stay at home and slack la.. Dolly, you know me de la.. We're the same!!!!!!!! Hehe... Going out is soooo fun la.. Dont know how some of my friends can just stay at home and slack away.. If I do that I'll probably keep eating and go online.. Damn will I be so fat and my computer will probably explode.. LOL.. So maybe I'll try and find another job.. This time I want to be cashier!!!!! Lolz.
K la, stop here for today, Dad brought breakfast back already.. MAKAN TIME!!!!!!!!!! lol.. [Stomachache...shit!!!! Thinking about us...]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:41 AM
Thursday, February 7, 2008
7 February 2008
Wednesday
2058
Happy Chinese New Year people!!! Today I hanged out at my ah ma's house.. The whole day la.. Was quite sian.. Was super tired after last night's reunion dinner.. Luckily Jie brought her laptop and we watched Japanese mystery drama.. Nice sia... But after 4 episodes.. Cannot take it liao.. Lolz.. Really feel like sleeping.. Then my nieces and nephews all so noisy sia.. Buay tahan.. Lolz..
Tomorrow Zhao Ming they all go back to work le.. Double pay plus bonus.. I dont have to go back la... Monday's my last day le.. Sunday somemore take leave.. Dont know if I can bear to leave sia.. It's like.. In the beginning.. I really hate going to work sia.. Lolz.. Yeah, I actually wanted to quit before I even reached my first month.. But hanged on 'cause they didnt have enough staff... But.. The last few weeks... I have really fallen in love with the environment and how the people there have finally warmed up to me le... Yeah.. Now my parents want me to leave is like.. ARGH!!!!!!!! Lolz.. Must find another job.. Really dont want to stay at home.. Somemore cannot keep going out de.. Can die lei!! Die die must find an excuse to get out of the house sia.. Lolz.
In another few more days I'll be 17 le.. Time really flies sia.. 17 le!!! Lolz.. No longer sweet sixteen.. But.. Being sixteen really rocks.. I'll never forget 2007.. Unforgettable year.. So.. since my birthday is coming up, it's time to think of what are my wishes right? LOL.. Hmm.. First wish is... 'I hope that all the people that I love will be in good health and in bliss..' 2nd wish is that 'All my friends can find the happiness that they truly deserve and that all my god siblings will have a happy ending..' 3rd wish.. Let's keep it for myself and keep it a secret k..Lolz..
K la, will stop here for today le.. I'll write again another day guys! Take care and enjoy the goodies!!! And the red packets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Tired...]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:58 PM
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
5 February 2008
Tuesday
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Today was really a super fun day, alot of emotions and laughter..LOL.. Today... You guys know la, most of the staff went back early.. So only left me, Gary, Zhao Ming, the drinks guys, the baking section Auntie.. Ya, that's all lor.. Then, stock no. 73 came really late la... So hang around waiting..Lolz.. Hehe.. Then it finally came la.. Gary, Zhao Ming and I cleared my stocks and the dried goods part.. They're really funny sia.. Had me laughing the whole time.. Lolz.. Then.. Today they did the sweetest thing la.. They went to get me a birthday present..Lolz.. Made me really touched la.. Kinda dont know what to say..
Then today my sueprvisor whole day face black black sia... Lolz.. Lalala~~ Today really super high and happy sia.. Even thought there were alot to clear la.. Then I actually went home earlier than them!! I actually wanted to help them clear the pellets in the carpark de.. But when I went there.. They took off their shirt...... Yes Yes.. How am I going to work with shirt-less people... Lolz.. So I quickly went away..LOL..
Today.... Hmmm... My feelings for Gary has changed ba.. Kinda of like... Become closer to him ba.. Laughed alot with him also.. Seems as if we're already together le.... I dont know la.... That part of him about already having a girlfriend... Im still not sure.. I'll definitely find a chance to check his handphone...
Anyway, tomorrow's Chinese New Year Eve le!! I'll probably have no time to update la.. Hehe.. So, I'll wish you guys an advance Happy Chinese New Year! Lolz.. Bye guys! Take care! [Thinking..]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:06 PM
Monday, February 4, 2008
4 February 2008
Monday
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Hey.. Today.. Hmm... Was kinda of a pissed off day ba.. Was really pissed off today.. It's like.. Wa lau.. The pellets were all lined up all the way to the carpark la.. And the floor was so damn wet lor.. Made my jeans and my shoes so dirty.. Damn.. Then, I had to tick off what I took la.. Standard routine.. But as usual all the aunites all come and take and then just leave la. Stupid.. Made me have to help them tick theirs too... Then, some idoit went to order soooo many dried goods la.. The really dumb thing is that.. nobody is so free to do all those okay! Stupid.. Made me do overtime to clear the big pile of dried goods with Zhao Ming and Kelvin.. Lucky Gary went home when the pellet arived.. My supervisor let him off and he went to orchard road... Stupid.
When we were packing, Zhao Ming said that he asked Gary how's he going to spend his Valentine's Day with his girlfriend.. Then Zhao Ming said that Gary replied:'Dont know.. Dont care her la..' Then, I casually asked Zhao Ming back.. 'Aie.. I thought that time you say he dont have stead one?' Zhao Ming replied that he thinks Gary have la.. Zhao Ming say that Gary's handphone got pictures of this girl.. Yeah..
Thanks god for my hesistance.. I know, I know.. it's just what Zhao Ming assumes.. But.. so far.. I can say that I know Zhao Ming better than I know Gary and.. Well.. Zhao Ming wouldnt lie about this kind of thing ba.. I dont know la.. But.. Haiz.. I think the really big point is that.. I dont know Gary well ba.. And yet here I am, thinking whether to be with him or not. So dumb.. Lolz...
Tomorrow, after 11, there will only left me, Zhao Ming, Gary and Kelvin le.. The rest wil be coming back at about 2100+ for the midnight shift.. 2100-7am. Yeah.. SO FUN lor!!!!! Zhao Ming and Gary will be doing midnight shift on Chinese New Year eve ba.. If Im not wrong.. I dont have to do.. So sian.. Not fun de.. If I get to do, it will be my first night out with parental supervision la!! Not counting camps okay..!
Then it's like.. After what Zhao Ming said right, I was.. kinda confused and angry with Gary ba.. It's like.. If you already have a stead, why pretend that you dont have la.. By the way, Gary wears a ring on his left hand de 4th finger.. Seems like he has a stead right! The first time I asked him he said it's just for fun.. But.. come on.. A guy.. Wearing a ring on his 4th finger.. FOR FUN?! Lolz.. Then just now.. Sms-ed him.. asked him if he confirm dont have stead.. He say ya ah.. Why lei.. Then I just replied.. Nothing, Just asking... Nowadays.. He also never sms me le.. So perhaps... It'll be better if we didnt get together?Lolz.. K la, will stop here for today le.. Really tired sia.. Bye guys![Tired.. Rubbing my orh cey..]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:27 PM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
3 February 2008
Sunday
2008
It's Sunday le.. Today was super pack at Tampines Mall lor!! Then the stupid people all dont want to co-operate and move sia.. Stupid.. Must wait until we damn close to them then hit them alittle then they will move away sia.. Somemore give me that stupid black face.. Told you people to excuse le what! Deaf people!!! Lolz.. Anyway, today was super sian.. Nothing to do today.. Had to walk around, pretending to be busy.. Lolz.. But today was okay la.. Me and him.. Talked more than usual.. And it was fun.. Lolz.. Enjoyed his company ba.. Still havent replied his question yet.. Whenever we meet he'll say aie...You still havent replied me lei! Lolz.. Then I'll always say Ya, later I'll reply de.. But still havent reply.. I really dont know lor.. Still really confused.. Then somemore he today.. he wore my favourite shirt and jeans!!! Lolz.. Shuai sia.. Anyway, anybody got any comments or advice mah?!! Help sia.. Gor said that it's up to me la. True la.. But.. But... IM LOST MAH!!!!!!! Lolz.. Help people!! [confused..]
her sweet memory was written @ 8:07 PM
Saturday, February 2, 2008
2 February 2008
Saturday
1940
Another day of work... Today Tampines Mall was so crowded!! By the way, my last day is on the 11th of Feb.. Yup, Im finally quitting.. Know alot of people out there will be feeling so happy sia.. But it's like.. Cant bear to leave ba.. Lolz.. Will deifinitely miss the place there man.. Especially after I finally got to know about almost everyone there and they have all been so nice to me.. Misses sia...
Anyway.. today... He asked me to stead with him.. Then I told him all my bad points and all la.. Like Im not a good stead la.. Cant go out often and all.. Having me as your stead is like having no stead and all.. Which is all true la.. Lolz..But he replied: 'Loving a person don need any reason but when you know that you can give her laughter, share her worries and happiness, just as long as I can make you smile everyday Im happy le.. So nothing is more important than you...'
LOL! I know.. I know.. you people would be saying.. Wa lau.. So corny.. Drama sia.. It's like in shows I'll always get to see this la.. Then I'll say that also la.. Standard line and all.. But.. Haiz.. When you're the one receiving that sms.. It's so different le.. Was smiling through out my Tom Yam noodles sia.. Hehe... Warmed my heart ba... But then again.. I really dont know if i really like him or not.. I said that I'll give him the answer tomorrow... It's like..Yeah, my heart says YES!!! But my head.. hesitant... Dont know what to do sia..
Today, the cashier guy came..Lolz.. He really can make me smile no matter how tired I am sia..Lolz.. Finally saw his name tag le.. Chin Leong.. Should be la.. But dont know how to pronounce.. It's like.. Im kinda confused about him and Gary ba..... Both guys can make me smile automatically la.. But in a different way... Gary can make my heart beat fast ba.. See him also can smile.. But with that cashier guy.. I can smile in a more relaxed and fun way ba.. Dont know if you guys understand la..Hehe.. But just write down lor.. Tomorrow have to give answer.. Dont know what to say!!!!!!!!! HELP ME!!! HELP HELP HELP!! Bye guys! [confused...thinking....]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:36 PM
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