Layout: Sunday, February 17, 2008
Sunday
2002
This is the 3rd day since I last post.. Been feeling super bored.. Hate having no job.. Im so desperate that i actually thought of working in Delifrance lor.. Lolz.. Really want to get out of the house and breathe the fresh air outside.. Fresh freedom air..LOL.. Will be getting my posting results on Tuesday le.. Not worried la.. Just want to know where I'll be going and when I'll be starting school, see if I can still work a few months not.. Hehe..
You know, I've been thinking.. If only my parents wont be so protective of me.. I would really appreciate it lor.. It's like.. My friends' parents arent that controlling of their children la... It's not fair!!!! Lolz.. Yeah, this phrase again.. I really want the freedom. I want to be able to go out, one week at least 2-3 times. I want to go out without having to explain who Im going out with. I know that my parents care about me that's why they want so much details as to where Im going and who Im going out with. But.. Makes me feel so pressured whenever I want to go out with my friends. Then everytime after going out with my friends, let's say I head out at about 12, I have to be home by 7. If I head out at about 11 something, I have to be home by 6. If I dont make it back in time, I cant go out for the rest of the year la.. It's so damn unfair. If I break my curfew at the beginning of the year, that means I have to tahan not going out with my friends for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many months. I know that this is to let me keep to my promise and what not la.. But.. Must I be banned for the rest of the year??! It's just kind of ridiculous. Ban from going out for 3 months I wont say la. But.. For the rest of the year?!!!! Just kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was also thinking.. Just when are they going to give me my freedom? Next year or do I have to wait until Im 21 or until I graduate from University? Everyone seems to be able to go out as often they want. Why not me?! Even Wei Jun whose parents were really strict with him in the past has already gotten his freedom. Why not me..
Haiz.. Another complaining post.. Paiseh guys! Hehe.. Been feeling quite emo after.. Well, after this morning.. Last night.. Was super happy, kept smiling.. Hehehe!!!!!! K la, will stop here for today le, Bye guys! [rubbing my eyes...]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:58 PM