Layout: Monday, February 18, 2008
Monday
2008
Great, today isnt a good day.. Haiz.. Went out with Joyce to Hougang Mall at 1.30, then Yuan Ting came and joined us.. Played arcade and took neoprints at Timezone. The guy there seems to like Joyce, he seem to treat 3 of us differently.. Maybe we were making too much noise.. When we were thinking which card to buy so that we can play, Yuan Ting asked them for sweet la, surprising they gave us. Then when we were waiting for the machine to print out our pictures, he came in and gave us 3 chocolates. Then we were playing the sweets machine, he came and gave us a plastic bag so that we can store our sweets. Then when me and Yuan Ting left Joyce at the counter to cut the neoprints, he asked Joyce how old we were, she told him then out of politness, she asked him back. He was 18. Then when me and Yuan Ting came back, we heard la.. LOL. Seems like he like Joyce la.. Nothing weird also la.. 'cause after she rebonded her hair and put her contacts, she really look great la.. Then when I topped up my card before leaving, he asked wa.. havent play enough ah.. Lolz.. Then I said ya la!! So fun! Lolz..
Haiz.. on the way home, checked my handphone. Apparently Mum called about 3 times but I didnt noticed. Got hell when I reached home. Got scolded. Said that if I liked going out so much, ask me not to come home le. Then she said that if Hougang Mall has so much attractions, how come everytime she ask me to go with her Hougang Mall I'll refuse. Then 'cause I asked her this morning if I could go out this friday to watch movie. This evening, she scolded me for this too. Said if I've got so much time and money, contribute it to the family then.
I cant take it anymore. Really feel like crying. It's like I was really looking forward to Friday. I want to go back to Tampines. I need to. When I told them that I wan to go back to Tampines, return my apron, both of my parents asked me not to go back. It's like.. That's my 2nd home okay. I have friends there. I miss them okay. I know that, that time, I complained alot about the job. But deep down inside, I really enjoyed working there, really missed alot of people there. I have a heart okay. Im not heartless. I have emotions. Friday, the chances of me getting to go back is zero. We were hoping to meet each other that day and well, guess I have to disappoint him yet again. I hate myself. I really do. Maybe I should just let him go. I have nothing to keep him by my side anyway.
I have to go guys. My dad's back and Im sure I have to go to hell yet again. I'll write again another time. Bye.
her sweet memory was written @ 8:09 PM