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Friday, September 26, 2008
 Sometimes life just have to move forward... I'll always tell myself to tahan and just pull through with all the little strength I have left.. When the going gets tough, get tougher.. It maybe be easy to say and tell others to get over it but when you are at their position, it feels that the whole world is against you and you just want to curl up in our own world and be alone.
It may be tough but there are always people, friends and family supporting you. It maybe different but at least know that you're not alone.. Life during the holidays always end up in a different way.. Been thinking alot today and well.. I guess i believe in the phrase where, when memories come alive, I force them to move backwards. I have never let them surface up ever since I pushed them to the back of my head. People have been telling me that I've changed alot ever since our O level results have been released.. I didnt realised it myself until I found myself hiding behind the corners of the world when meeting strangers, new opportunities instead of embracing them. I dont know why but I guess this made me the way I am. More cautious and wary of others.. I've always believed that everyone is good and that beneath everything, the goodness is and always be there but I've found myself doubting that more and more. Maybe I was too naiive before. Maybe....
[wo ye hen xiang tiao zhan ji zi dan shui neng bao zhen wo bi shang yan jing kan bu jian ni]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:35 PM
You come to me from some place far away
My heart trembles, how can I express my feelings?
You stole my heart from the start
and gave me an incurable sickness
I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always.
I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsill
I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once in awhile
And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep
You leave me for some place far away
How can I stop my tears from falling?
You had my heart from the start
and made me suffer an incurable sickness
I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always
I’ll become a flower pot that sits on your small windowsill
Though I can’t speak or want anything at all
I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once in awhile
And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep
P.S: happy birthday HuiHui!
her sweet memory was written @ 7:30 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
 This two siao people! Tsk tsk tsk.. OMG!! Do I see a new group here, BIG ASS HOLE! LOL! OMG!! we're together again!!
 NOOOOOOOOO!! NOBODY'S GOING TO STEAL THIS BALL FROM ME!! NOOOOOO~ LOL New exercise, everyone please try it, just look up and breathe people!~
 Sha's best score in a team, her peak!!! super good right!! Da jie at her peak, another li hai person! Hui Hui and my score, can be considered our peak.. LOL! weak huh!  BIG ASS!!! LOL!! HAPPY FAMILY!!!!~
 Individual game, da jie at her peak!! OMG!!!!!!! And lastly, me at my peak!! that's my best lei! I tell you ah.. My shoulder really hurts sia!! But anyway tomorrow continue my badminton games with my sis!! WEEEEEEEEE!!
her sweet memory was written @ 8:36 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHA!!! Finally 17 hole!! LOL!! Hehehe!!
Today went out with Sha, HuiHui and da jie.. Actually ma de suppose to join us de.. But her boss last minute ask her to do things.. So never see ma de!! AHH!! LOL! Missed her!! Went to West Coast play bowling. HuiHui and I one team, Sha and da jie one team.. EH EH!! Now then I know, big hole!! OMG!!!! LOL!!
Anyway, HuiHui and I slowly got better, HuiHui even strike her first strike!!!! Then Hui Hui and Sha took this totally censored picture of me and da jie lor!!! *so shy* LOL!!!!!!
Da jie and I played 7 rounds each.. HuiHui and Sha played 4 rounds.. Play until now shoulder super suan de!! But it was super fun de!! Must play again!! Da jie super li hai de lei! She like can strike quite a number of times lei!! So pro! I must go and train my skills, don make the ball drop so high but yet can have strike also!! It's like I can only strike/hit the pins when I drop my ball damn high and far.. Then the 3 of them keep laughing at my weird skills lor!! LOL!
But today was really super fun!! Really must go back and play again! After I train, I must win da jie ah!! LOL! And must win in the correct style/pose!! LOL! Kay guys, will stop here for today, must take care kay, weather's been pretty weird this few days!
Loves~
her sweet memory was written @ 7:17 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
 IT'S THE WEEKENDS!! Wee!! Okay.. I went to look at Jiaxin's blog and apparently next semester's timetable is out! Thursday is so slack and we end school everyday at 4pm! Wee!! That time HuiHui said that next semester will be full of projects.. Hope can cope sia.. But our breaks like so short compared to last semester sia.. No more trips to MegaBites~~
It's almost the end of September le~ Camp's coming and so maybe another short trip to somewhere, must leave S'pore at every chance!! LOL!Kay guys, I'll end here!!
Loves~
her sweet memory was written @ 3:42 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
 Muhahaha!!! Im back and I tell you ah.. SO MANY concert pictures sia!! There were fancams too but the thing is they were all filming the screen and their hands were shaking but I watched it nevertheless!! LOL!! Many of them showed skin that's not shown on normal days. LOL! Is that the way to say it? And that day it seems that the moment Super Junior came out to perform, it started raining!!! And somemore they were wearing white!! WEEEE!! But they wore singlet inside la.. Sian.. LOL!!!!!!!!! Just joking just joking!! But it was a success!!!!
Just went online to check my results.. Okay la.. I passed everything, some unexpected results but overall okay la... Not so bad for my first semester results! GPA... I thought was okay, average until I heard what my sis got for her final year GPA.. Then I realise it was lousy.. But nevermind, I will work hard!! But you know what's the weird thing?!! You know for IT where we dont listen and crap during her lessons?!! I got an A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So shocking! Maybe I should crap more during my other lessons.. Hmmmmmm.. LOL!
Kay la.. Im going back to school later to check my lappy.. Same as Hui Hui, my lappy like seem laggy.. And that stupid update takes up quite alot of space, I just cleared lots of my old stuff just to create space for some Super Junior stuff then that program comes and eats the space up.. Stupid!!
Anyway, it's a gloomy day today and it's cold.. So guys, if you're heading out, take care kay! Eat more and stay warm!!!
Loves~
her sweet memory was written @ 9:47 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
 Hey guys! You know my laogong's blog that I was following? Well.. I think the folder I was following was fake de ba... As in.. I dont think he was the one doing all the updates.. I think he should be updating in another folder... It just seem so weird that he posts all the pictures of himself and his other members every hour everyday... So I kinda give up le.. LOL! Not on them la.. But on that blog..
Today's their Shanghai SM town concert! Hope everything goes well for them sia.. Feeling excited for them even though I cant fly there to see them!!!! Why cant they come S'pore??!!
Oh yea!! I want to complain!! You know the windows update that everyone has on your lappy? 'Cause the school wants us to install the Windows Vista Service Pack in right? I installed it and well.. I hate it.. First of all, when it restarted, my sound disappeared! As in they put there no audio output detected.. IT SCARED ME LA!! Cause it was the weekend and all and there were soo many shows I've not watched yet and there's no sound?!! I looked everywhere but there's nothing to change it la!! Then I restarted my lappy and then there's sound but now my impact sensor thingy cannot work.. And until now still cannot work.. Crap... Hate that whatever service pack and you cant uninstall the program also la!! Stupid.. Might be going back to school ask the IT help desk help me.. Hope I dont need to reformat my lappy lor!!! Stupid!
Kay la.. Anyway now my lappy has sound le.. Im more appreciative of it.. LOL!! Keep playing songs so that I know.. IT'S REAL and WORKING!! I'll end here today!
Loves~
her sweet memory was written @ 11:47 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008
 Hey! It's been quite a while since I updated.. Missed me eh? LOL! Been really enjoying life. Have been playing badminton with my sis every chance we get, but whenever I smell good food, I stil pig out.. Sian.. Like that how to lose weight!! LOL! But, nevermind, must perserver ah!!
Went out with Sha today, watch Flower over boys the movie. Super nice de! I think it's really sweet and simple.. Nothing special but yet nice.. Dont mind watching it again since I missed some scenes due to my weak bladder~~ LOL! But Sha told me later on that I didnt really missed much. Heng ah! After that we went to Far East, looking around, lots of things to shop lei!! Bought a necklace also!
These days, I've been madly checking my laogong(Teukie Teukie Eeteuk!!)'s blog and he really know how to spam his own blog sia!! He just keeps updating and updating! He can update like 9 posts in an hour lei!!! Whenever I check back, there's always a new post but the frustrating thing is that the translations sounds alittle weird but I've since changed another website to translate and it's slightly better.
Feels good to know that he's real.. You know, sometimes you chase an idol so much that when you actually get to see them, you feel super happy and excited? It's like knowing that they're real and not something fake on television or youtube. Sometimes, I feel that way. So no matter in what ways, Im always trying to find ways to reach out to them to somehow feel that the people Im liking and loving are real people!
I've been crazily checking youtube channels as well for their relay talks(the ones they put in the DVD format in their repackaged Dont Don album) and my sis found them! And well.. They seem even more real. LOL!! It's like I can actually know what they're thinking and stuff. They even had a part when they had to talk about themselves and what they want to change about themselves(something along that line) and well.. They may seem so wacky and funny on television but yet, they have such a deep side of themselves and somehow, they make me want to protect them. I will always remember what DongHae said in his part. He said that whenever he singed an autograph for his fans, they will always thank him but he feels that.. He should be the ones thanking them as without his fans, there wouldnt be him. DongHae always says the most heartwarming things.
I know that it's probably the same for the other artistes as well. But you know why I love Super Junior so much? It's 'cause they're always so appreciating of their fans, their members. They're always so hardworking and seem so close to us. What they are behind the camera and on the camera is similar. I feel that I know them just through watching their shows! I also love their brotherly love they always show. Makes my heart feel warm.
Kay la kay la, such a long post today sia! Seems like as the night gets later, i get more sentimental! LOL! Night guys! Take care kay!
Loves~
her sweet memory was written @ 10:59 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
 AAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I think I've fallen in love with another Korean band! LOL!! Hehehe! They just debuted this year, May 25: Shinee! Pronounced as Shiny! They're called Shinee 'cause they want to spread light to the world(or something like that). And they're soo young la! Their youngest member is only 15!
They have five members. In the picture above, starting from my favourite, the guy in black on the extreme right, clockwise. Key(he's 17), Minho(he's 17 as well), Jonghyun (my 2nd fav. He's 18), Onew(Leader, Joyce's fav. He's 19), and youngest Taemin!
They really know how to sing, good vocalists! You guys should watch their reality show!! It's really nice! Here's the link :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqjpLJ3G_Es&feature=related&fmt=18
Real gentlemen and funny too! You guys will love them!!!!Enjoy!
her sweet memory was written @ 10:07 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
Went out with Joyce today to Plaza S'pore, didnt watch movie, walked around, lots have changed since I last went there.. Joyce bought a pair of slippers and it seems that almost every shop has some percentage of discounts but not nice, didnt buy anything from there. But I tried on a long skirt, Joyce force me to try de!! LOL!  It looks weird when I first tried it on but look at it longer like not bad lei, go childcare centre can wear.. But! Reminds me of san cai lei.. From Meteor Garden.. In that show, san cai de butt super big then my hip looks kinda big in the dress too.. So still considering want to buy not.. It's $15.. Looks not bad hor.. Hmmm..
Then we walk somemore, went to action city, saw this totally cute thing:
  It's bread!! But it's not edible, juz for show but it's SO CUTE!!! Joyce and I was like trying to take a small piece from it.. LOL!! Super cute de!!
Then we moved on, went to Vivo walk walk. I bought, a handphone strap and accessory, totally cute de!
 Then after that headed home le.. Walked alot today, hopefully got lose weight! LOL!
 Loves~
her sweet memory was written @ 7:19 PM
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Sometimes life just have to move forward... I'll always tell myself to tahan and just pull through with all the little strength I have left.. When the going gets tough, get tougher.. It maybe be easy to say and tell others to get over it but when you are at their position, it feels that the whole world is against you and you just want to curl up in our own world and be alone. 
