Layout: Friday, September 26, 2008
Sometimes life just have to move forward... I'll always tell myself to tahan and just pull through with all the little strength I have left.. When the going gets tough, get tougher.. It maybe be easy to say and tell others to get over it but when you are at their position, it feels that the whole world is against you and you just want to curl up in our own world and be alone. It may be tough but there are always people, friends and family supporting you. It maybe different but at least know that you're not alone.. Life during the holidays always end up in a different way.. Been thinking alot today and well.. I guess i believe in the phrase where, when memories come alive, I force them to move backwards. I have never let them surface up ever since I pushed them to the back of my head. People have been telling me that I've changed alot ever since our O level results have been released.. I didnt realised it myself until I found myself hiding behind the corners of the world when meeting strangers, new opportunities instead of embracing them. I dont know why but I guess this made me the way I am. More cautious and wary of others.. I've always believed that everyone is good and that beneath everything, the goodness is and always be there but I've found myself doubting that more and more. Maybe I was too naiive before. Maybe....
[wo ye hen xiang tiao zhan ji zi dan shui neng bao zhen wo bi shang yan jing kan bu jian ni]
her sweet memory was written @ 7:35 PM