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Thursday, April 30, 2009
 Teukie and I both need a break... This week is really.. Really power.. I feel super tired everyday and I sleep at 10+ everyday.. I feel like dying already. Monday ended at 830pm, Tuesday ended at 5pm, yesterday ended at 6p, today will be ending at 7pm.. I want to die already!! And also, I have been subbing half of Super Junior's StarKing epsiode and really.. I really hate that video now.. I dont even want to watch it anymore. I have never felt so strongly about a video before lor.. I am never going to sub videos anymore on Weekdays. IT'S KILLING MEEE
And today, it rained and I have flu.. Wa... thanks ah.. I want to die le and now it's so freaking cold and I ate medicine and Im still sniffing. Crap.. I want to go holiday!!!!! And I just remembered I havent bought Xinrui's present yet and I have absolutely no time next week. Attachment starts next week at 8am.. 8AM!! I think I just died again or whatever you call it.
Okay.. I shall end off with my ending phrase and standed greeting: I WANT TO DIE *sigh*
her sweet memory was written @ 9:35 AM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
 Tomorrow's the last day of the 1st week of school so decided to update you guys early on the new semester! Yes yes, Im in Year 2 le. Dont know why, I feel soooo old! I want to be fleshie(insider joke~ LOL) again lei!! This semester, Im taking.. 7 modules and.. totally sian. I only like the tutorial teacher for Mathematics for Young children, Academic writing teacher & Infant and toddler teacher. It's only the 1st week and the infant and toddler's teacher's sick! but we've met her before and she's super nice..but this means that we will have a make up lecture+tutorial!
Anyway, see what my laogong and boyfriend are doing? Seems like doing homework and yes, I have 1 homework this week and yes, I have completed it. LOL! Okay. It seem like they are reflecting? So I wanna reflect too! Hehehe~
Okay.. This week though it's only the first week, I feel really stressed out and there are so many shows that I havent caught up on! Assignments will be coming in and I dont know if I can cope. LOL! Yes, this is my reflection of my very first week and Im already saying that!! Also, I've decided to join Korean culture club with da jie! Takes place fortnightly on Mondays. I guess that's the only thing Im excited about ba.. But thinking about it. By the time I reach home and Tuesdays start at 9am, I think my Tuesdays will be flooded with sniffing and tissues. LOL! Also this week, I feel that.. I hae grown childish. Maybe cooped up at home for too long? Feel like I've become very insensitive and hesitant about things that I shouldnt hesitant and also have been really selfish. Also feel that I have offended a few people with my insensitive words. So, if I have offended anyone reading this, sorry sorry sorry sorry!(I can sing Super Junior's sorry sorry to you if you want me to!)
Kay la. Bad things aside, many good things have happened also! Meal times with my clique always make me soooo happy! That time had lunch with them and da jie's sister and it was super funny. Hui Hui was super funny unknowingly and da jie, Farhana and me always make fun of her. LOL! She was eating her rice and she looked up and saw her friend. She then smiled with her rices that puffed up her cheeks. Super funny image. We imitated her and as I was sitting beside her, she will always stare at me, super unfair! And there was another time when she took out her handphone from her pocket and as she claims, it came flying out and she tried to "save" it and it seemed like she was suddenly scratching herself furiously! LOL!
Man, it's time to be sentimental again.. LOL! tahan with me kay. The thing that Im super happy about this week was that few weeks ago, I saw Leeteuk's name tag at Comics Connection and I was so tempted to buy but didnt. Then, this week, Hui Hui just magically gave me that particular name tag! I was really super happy about and whenever I look at that name tag.. Wa.. I tell you, it just brightens up my life! I know that even though they keep teasing me of liking Leeteuk who is 8 years older than me, saying that I like older men and that he isnt handsome at all, I know that, that's purely teasing and that they dont mean anything! And these days, I have grown to appreciate my clique of friends so much more and seriously, Im so glad that I found that and that... I LOVE THEMMMM!!!
Ending note: I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, I hope that we'll never ever quarrel!
P.S: Eh.. Please dont think that its just of the nametag then I appreciate them even more hor! It's cause of the lecturers, keep asking us do reflection and all. And after doing the academic writing assignment, then I suddenly cherish them even more de!
her sweet memory was written @ 9:52 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
 School has started and Im a year 2 student le! So fast.. Today, Im totally like the baby in Eunhyuk's arm.. Total sian-ness. But it was great seeing all my friends and the school was soo lively! And now I have a CCA too! LOL! Korean Culture Club! Signed up with da jie today at the CCA fiesta..
Today's financial management was boring and I totally didnt pay attention to the lecturer.. I dont even know what's her name and I didnt learn anything today.. I must really start to get into the mood of going to school le! Let's jiayou together!
Eunhyuk oppa, make my sian-ness go away!
her sweet memory was written @ 8:46 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Went out with Sha, da jie, Patchy and Farhana today~ Just reached home so Im super tired, let the pictures do the talking!
 See that Farhana sneaking on us taking weird pictures!Tsk tsk tsk! See da jie trying to kiss Sha and jealous Patchy stopping her.. LOL!!   Im not going to post all the pictures, there are simply too many! So, lastly, a picture of how they all tried to molest me:
LOVE THEM!!
her sweet memory was written @ 9:41 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Went to Kbox yesterday with Joyce and, it was really my first time though it's just at Hougang Plaza! And they actually serve bentos and let you sing for about 3 hours+ for about $14!! I think not bad lei.. But I totally need someone to go there with me 'cause I dont really know how to operate the buttons on the remote control sia.. LOL!! Also, there was this waiter.. Super funny de.. 'Cause I was sitting at the place where when you open the door, you see me. Joyce was at the blind spot.. So we ate our bentos and it was cleared le la..
Then, this waiter just came into our room and we immediately stopped singing. Then he was carrying 3 bentos in his hand. Then.. He didnt say anything and just stared.. He stared at me, I stared back and I really didnt know why he had to take soo long to figure out that he had the wrong room. Really funny! Then he was the one who returned us our change as well. We went to the toilet together and when we came back, he was standing outside our room waiting for us. Good service I must say!:D And also, I found out that I have lost touch in the Chinese Music Industry!! There are songs that I use to know how to sing really well and yesterday, I forgot most of them and I think I sing better with the original singer singing softly in the background.. Without the original singer, Im lost! LOL!! But overall quite fun though it was really really cold~ And yesterday Suju lost at Music Bank, again!! Hope they win later at Inkigayo!!!!
her sweet memory was written @ 11:39 AM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
 Next semester's class timetable.. The latest class ends at 6pm.. Sian.. And look at the schedule on Monday.. We only have an hour for lunch and to travel back to school! I will be super skinny by the end of next semester.. Really...
By.. I saw the lecturers we will have and we have Lavina!! We had a lesson with her last semester and she was super nice.. But other than that.. We also have..Suriati.. She also seem super cute and funny last semester too.. Wonder if they will change once they're teaching us formally not.. Next semester's going to be tough~~
By the way, the Diploma Plus program ending yesterday which I didnt stay the whole day.. Was sick with flu so I went back during lunch. But didnt miss out much as they only played 2 other games~ The course was okay la.. Was boring and all.. But I think.. Think la.. That I've learnt alot.. After the first day, we all were saying that dont want to continue le.. But now.. Seems not bad lei.. Anyway the next module for this will take place during the September holidays, still far away.
Kay, will end here for today.. Want to go on a holiday!!!!
P.S: Hope and pray that they will change the timetable!
her sweet memory was written @ 12:35 PM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Im back again! Just suddenly realise I've been neglecting this blog.. LOL! So.. I went to see my past entries.. Particularly entries from July 2007 onwards.. And.. Comparing to the style of how I wrote my entries before, I feel that during July 2007-September 2007, I have really changed.. Seem so different.. And perhaps, as people, some people just bring out the best in others while others bring out the worst.. Perhaps at that time, I met that someone who made me more mature, confident, happy and responsible..
At that time I remember learning alot from him and, that period of time was really fun. Though there were sad times too, he always made them go away like the wind. I still remember the Saturday we met in school for Physics extra lesson. I arrived early so I messaged him and he came down from his house. That time, I really thought I would never meet another person more gentle than him.. Maybe, I would never..
I also remember another time, in Physics class again.. We were doing an experiment in the Science room.. He was the one doing, with another girl who liked him at that time and they stood close to each other while showing my clique so that we could write down the measurements they were calling out. I was sitting in front of him and.. I got jealous but I didnt say anything.. I mean.. That girl was my friend too, how to say and besides, it seemed alittle silly.. So I just kept quiet and looked at them. Then he suddenly looked up to look at the ruler to read off the measurement and he looked at me, ignoring the ruler.. Then.. He somemore had an assuring yan sheng in his eye..
There was another time when he got jealous of a guy who sat beside me during E maths class.. He didnt talk to his friend the whole lesson and kept quiet. After lesson when he was packing up, I went over to his table and grinned at him then he smiled. His friend then said wa, finally smile hor, after 2 hrs of lesson.. LOL!
Then there was another time, the day we broke up.. I was walking from the school bus stop to school for the night class.. I remembered telling Joyce what happened in the toilet.. That time, I didnt feel anything, Felt numb.. Then we sat outside the Cabada Lounge and I told her how the memories seem to flood my mind when I came back to school today. But before I could finish the sentence, I started to cry. Seriously, I was kinda shocked myself. I have never cried over someone before and that was the first time i cried so badly. That time, I just wanted to cry..
Yes yes, Im thinking back again.. I dont know why either.. But this time.. Maybe it's not late enough yet.. I feel that I still can cope and though the memories are still fresh in my mind. Anyway, just something I wanted to get off my chest, dont mind me~
her sweet memory was written @ 8:43 PM
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my jewel boy!!!!!!
her sweet memory was written @ 9:36 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009
 I've gone back to school! And school has not even officially started! Im going back for Dip+ which only lasts 6 days every holiday and if I pass all the 3/6(forgot how many modules there were), I can graduate with a Diploma in Business!
Today's the 3rd day and I feel like Im going to die already. The first day was really boring and all I could think about was to go home and sleep. Seriously.. Everynight, I feel so so tired, I dont even know what I did to make myself so tired! And those mood swings! Seriously, I dont know what happen lor.. My da yi ma is coming la..Late that is. But still.. It has never happened before and.. Ahhh!! It's killing me!! Just come and get it over with la!! Qi si wo le.. All I want to do now is to sleep, sleep and sleep somemore. I seldom get high. Even if I do, it's only for like.. 5-10s? LOL! Yea.. Then later I get all moody and sian le.. Crap. Even da jie noticed at yesterday's lunch, asked me why I was so quiet..
I think over the holidays, due to me not being to go out so often, I have lost my means of communication. I found out that these days, my online personality is so different from my real self.. As in..when Im online, Im more high.. But reality, I cant get high.. Totally sian.. Nowadays, I dont know what to say to my family also.. Get pissed very easily.. Seem to return back to 2 years ago de September that period..
Then last night, my parents were watching television but I was so tired, all I wanted was to sleep at 9pm.. And since my sis was sick and couldnt take the fan, I was sleeping in the hall and my parents watched until about 10.50pm.. So I covered my head with my pillow and I seriously dont know what happened, I started crying and crying! I dont know why also.. LOL... This is getting so weird la.. I think.. I have D.E.L.L! I even came up with a name for my weirdness while crying last night.. Depressed, Emotional, Lost, Lagging.. Seriously.. these few days I feel that my brain isnt there.. Which is crap..
Kay la, will stop here now~ Will update again another day..
P.S: I want a shoulder to lean on too hyukjae...
her sweet memory was written @ 7:38 AM
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Teukie and I both need a break... This week is really.. Really power.. I feel super tired everyday and I sleep at 10+ everyday.. I feel like dying already. Monday ended at 830pm, Tuesday ended at 5pm, yesterday ended at 6p, today will be ending at 7pm.. I want to die already!! And also, I have been subbing half of Super Junior's StarKing epsiode and really.. I really hate that video now.. I dont even want to watch it anymore. I have never felt so strongly about a video before lor.. I am never going to sub videos anymore on Weekdays. IT'S KILLING MEEE
