Layout: Saturday, April 4, 2009
At that time I remember learning alot from him and, that period of time was really fun. Though there were sad times too, he always made them go away like the wind. I still remember the Saturday we met in school for Physics extra lesson. I arrived early so I messaged him and he came down from his house. That time, I really thought I would never meet another person more gentle than him.. Maybe, I would never..
I also remember another time, in Physics class again.. We were doing an experiment in the Science room.. He was the one doing, with another girl who liked him at that time and they stood close to each other while showing my clique so that we could write down the measurements they were calling out. I was sitting in front of him and.. I got jealous but I didnt say anything.. I mean.. That girl was my friend too, how to say and besides, it seemed alittle silly.. So I just kept quiet and looked at them. Then he suddenly looked up to look at the ruler to read off the measurement and he looked at me, ignoring the ruler.. Then.. He somemore had an assuring yan sheng in his eye..
There was another time when he got jealous of a guy who sat beside me during E maths class.. He didnt talk to his friend the whole lesson and kept quiet. After lesson when he was packing up, I went over to his table and grinned at him then he smiled. His friend then said wa, finally smile hor, after 2 hrs of lesson.. LOL!
Then there was another time, the day we broke up.. I was walking from the school bus stop to school for the night class.. I remembered telling Joyce what happened in the toilet.. That time, I didnt feel anything, Felt numb.. Then we sat outside the Cabada Lounge and I told her how the memories seem to flood my mind when I came back to school today. But before I could finish the sentence, I started to cry. Seriously, I was kinda shocked myself. I have never cried over someone before and that was the first time i cried so badly. That time, I just wanted to cry..
Yes yes, Im thinking back again.. I dont know why either.. But this time.. Maybe it's not late enough yet.. I feel that I still can cope and though the memories are still fresh in my mind. Anyway, just something I wanted to get off my chest, dont mind me~
her sweet memory was written @ 8:43 PM