Layout: Thursday, December 31, 2009
It's my last post of the year. Finally, 2009 is ending and another year is beginning in another.. 2 hours! This year, I have achieved quite alot I guess.. Loss a few things but gained alot in return... Man... I like getting older and Im totally not liking.. I dont like getting seeing my age go up, I dont like getting more responsibilities, I dont like to think what Im going to do in my life and where I'll end up when Im 25 or something.. It's all so vexing and every decision I make always impacts someone else and when the result isnt good, I get blamed.. If only we can always be kids where adults are always so much more compromising and nice.. Now we have to be the rational/smart/decisive/responsible adults.. I dont like it mannnnnn.....Enough of the dont likes.. Now.. On to likes.. I really hope next year would be better even though I think I'll start crying out of stress in mid January.. I just saw the number of projects/assignments due on the same week... Crap... This is going into my list of dont likes again! Okay okay..Focus... Erm... I like the new year.. Erm.. Red packets? Long break? But long break=exams before the break right??? Crap... Forget it, let's not continue this likes list.. I dont like new years... LOL!
Okay, enough of the complains.. This year was an okay year. To me, I think Im trying very hard to mature but it's not an easy thingy when you have to be around kids every Monday! But Im trying la.. Also, I think my clique has bonded pretty well this year, more inner feelings are heard and we're beginning to really really love our inner voices too! Friends have been doing great too, relationships are quite steady for some so Im pretty happy about it too! So far so good and I really hope they stay happy together! And I think this year I have really matured in terms of my love life, I have learnt how to not compromise on my type of guys. I have stuck firm on what I want and not take what comes my way! So Im pretty happy about that too!
Hmm... The new year.. I hope it'll be a good year.. Like maybe Super Junior coming to Singapore or something? LOL! But for the new year, I really hope that everything good stays and bad stuff just shoo and buzz off! I also hope that my loved ones will find their half apple and that everyone stays happy and healthy!
Not so emotional this year, maybe it'll kick in tomorrow or something? I dont know.. If it does, I will post it up~ Otherwise, everyone stay healthy and happy!!!!
her sweet memory was written @ 9:39 PM