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Monday, March 29, 2010
Went to Genting over the weekend! The bus ride was damn killer la! But when we reached there, all's forgotten! Especially when I won the super big bear for my sis at the theme park! It was one of those game stalls, they give you rings then you have to toss and the ring must land on the bottles.. Hard to explain lei.. LOL! But, whatever! This bear was really heavy la.. Somemore have to lug back to S'pore!
her sweet memory was written @ 7:46 PM
her sweet memory was written @ 11:04 AM
Friday, March 19, 2010
I HAVE IMPROVED AND AM BACK ON TRACK!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Academically only of course!)
her sweet memory was written @ 9:40 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
 (Picture stolen frm bestie.. *giggles*)Had a super happy small outing with two of my favourite people and a super short meet up with my gor to pass him his present!! I feel old as I type this out but.. I think when I was young, I didnt really appreciate my friends.. But now when Im getting older and all, I feel super happy whenever we can have a meeting with old friends! Seriously.. I feel that they give me an enormous amount of strength and make me feel really happy and fortunate to know them! Had Fish and Co. yesterday for dinner and I felt it was super super nice... LOL! Okay.. Im going crazy with the 'fortunate to have friends' mood~ But.. AHHHH!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! *sneaks away* Labels: My happy pills
her sweet memory was written @ 11:13 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
 I think most of my friends have been wondering where to go and what to do after graduation.. Im thinking the same too.. Especially more so after my second year where I have put in effort and tried my hardest but the results seem to get worse.. I sometimes wonder if just a heart to love children is enough to teach them, to educate their little hearts and minds and brace them for the world that is so ever changing.. Will I ever be that teacher who would be remembered by them even when they grow older? Whenever I carry out my lessons, I would always evaluate and think just what do these children think of my lessons, of how I react and did I manage to get closer to them with every interaction...
My feelings have changed since I first stepped into the course of my choice.. When I was in my first year, I didnt really expect much of myself and the course, just took things as they were.. But now when Im in my second year, I start to worry more, on whether my choice was right, on whether did I improved, on whether I would pass this year.. I dont know.. I think I get more worried and scared every birthday.. Especially eversince my 16th birthday.. Things seem to be changing so fast and drastically that I havent even had enough time to think it through carefully and Im already regretting my decisions..
As I get through my course, I feel worried about what career path I would take when I graduate.. Where will I be when Im 21? Will I really be a childcare teacher who is more capable of handling children? Or will I be studying for my degree in children psychology? Or if I would have left Singapore for another country? I want to figure out what exactly do I want before I
hit the big number 20... 'Cause I feel that when I hit 20, I want to be an adult who knows exactly what I want and how to get it.. I dont want to be still in confusion and just tagging along to what my parents have advised me to do.. I want this life, to be made of the decisions that I have made and the job that I have picked for myself.. I want to have a job where Im happy in and that pays for my meals.
You know DisneyLand's slogan? Where dreams come true. For the children, it is definitely a place where their dreams come true.. But for me, it had a different meaning.. For me, I feel that as long as we work hard towards our dreams and passion, things will definitely look up.. But for me, what exactly are my dreams? What do I want to be? When I was young, I would tell you that I wanted to be a teacher/policewoman/air stewardess, etc.. I had my dreams when I was young.. Many things that I wished to learn too.. Like the piano and guiter. But I never did.. Now, things have become so compeitive that I wonder if I should stick to my childhood dreams and create a new one from scratch? I really dont know.. Now, my dreams are so different from the course that Im taking.. When I was in my upper secondary, I always wanted to be a photographer.. To travel around the world, taking photos of the many precious moments and events happening everyday and sharing these photos with everyone.. When I was young, I also thought of being an air stewardess where I can travel around the world with the pretense of my job! But now, I dont know.. Let's just hope someone will guide me this year and well.. let my transition of 19-20 to be a year where perhaps dreams can come true!
her sweet memory was written @ 9:22 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010
 Eat and eat and eat.. This has been my daily schedule since the end of exams and I think I've become a zai nu le! LOL! Been catching up with my videos, and mostly just relaxing.. Nothing much has been going on either but Im back to school for a week on 30 march for my dip plus program! Think it's the last session already! Yay! Havent been able to meet up with friends yet too! Must definitely find time to meet up with them and show them my new fringe! Think they're so going to laugh at me liao lor~!!
her sweet memory was written @ 8:38 PM
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